soooo,
my week since last post. Saw the loverly Kim and Mike and their kiddies what a lovely bunch. and barkley (my puppy) joined me on the quest. i left their house to see my aunty for her birthday and my cousins who are nuts. played some hard core table tennis, ran a muck with barkley and then it was back to Kim and mike's to see alex and the gang again. they enjoyed seeing barkley again and i think everyone wants to keep him. then back to adelaide for my friends 21st that i didn't attend insted i went to town to see another friend aka sarah. hung out with the gang and was accepted by her friends cause i talked to all of them with out being told cause i am social. lol. then had to get home to my crying baby. bla bla bla. then well this whole week that has just passed i've worked everyday. 7 straight 58.5 hours and friday night i went out for coffee with sarah and kinda fell asleep at her house whilst watching the crow, got home went to bed went to work again. then worked my arse to the bone got depressed started almost crying at work but got back up with in an hour. Saturday night i saw Pondercherrylee and soobie aka lee and darren with the barkley and we had a few beers and pizza and watched groundhog day. when i left it was almost midnight but i changed my clock early cause i had work at 9 but i managed to pick up sarah and have her over to comfort me for a little sleep. sunday worked again and it was shit. got home with a bottle of johnnie and sambucca ready for shots monopoly and bbq. i had only 4 scotches and a shot of sambucca and i was out for the count. i puked like 3 times and i think i saw a boot come out. also in the last weeks i pierced my own chest 6 times and that was amazing as a release for my depression it made me feel happier, to make it clearer i had 3 options 1: get hammered and cry in self pitty 2: take a sheet of anti depressants 3: pierce myself with safty pins around and on my fragile tattoo. so i chose option 3 sounded the safer option. This coming weekend i plan to do nothing unless an oppertunity arises.
Anywhos thats all from me must dash so laters
my week since last post. Saw the loverly Kim and Mike and their kiddies what a lovely bunch. and barkley (my puppy) joined me on the quest. i left their house to see my aunty for her birthday and my cousins who are nuts. played some hard core table tennis, ran a muck with barkley and then it was back to Kim and mike's to see alex and the gang again. they enjoyed seeing barkley again and i think everyone wants to keep him. then back to adelaide for my friends 21st that i didn't attend insted i went to town to see another friend aka sarah. hung out with the gang and was accepted by her friends cause i talked to all of them with out being told cause i am social. lol. then had to get home to my crying baby. bla bla bla. then well this whole week that has just passed i've worked everyday. 7 straight 58.5 hours and friday night i went out for coffee with sarah and kinda fell asleep at her house whilst watching the crow, got home went to bed went to work again. then worked my arse to the bone got depressed started almost crying at work but got back up with in an hour. Saturday night i saw Pondercherrylee and soobie aka lee and darren with the barkley and we had a few beers and pizza and watched groundhog day. when i left it was almost midnight but i changed my clock early cause i had work at 9 but i managed to pick up sarah and have her over to comfort me for a little sleep. sunday worked again and it was shit. got home with a bottle of johnnie and sambucca ready for shots monopoly and bbq. i had only 4 scotches and a shot of sambucca and i was out for the count. i puked like 3 times and i think i saw a boot come out. also in the last weeks i pierced my own chest 6 times and that was amazing as a release for my depression it made me feel happier, to make it clearer i had 3 options 1: get hammered and cry in self pitty 2: take a sheet of anti depressants 3: pierce myself with safty pins around and on my fragile tattoo. so i chose option 3 sounded the safer option. This coming weekend i plan to do nothing unless an oppertunity arises.
Anywhos thats all from me must dash so laters