it's been a rough few days...
i'll update for real later.
-jaxn
i'll update for real later.
-jaxn
ash:
u are already ON my buddy list, apparently lol
What if everything around you
Isn't quite as it seems?
What if all the world you think you know
Is an elaborate dream?
And if you look at your reflection
Is that all you want to be?
What if you could look right through the cracks
Would you find yourself, find yourself afraid to see?
"Right Where It Belongs"- NIN
this CD has blown me...
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Isn't quite as it seems?
What if all the world you think you know
Is an elaborate dream?
And if you look at your reflection
Is that all you want to be?
What if you could look right through the cracks
Would you find yourself, find yourself afraid to see?
"Right Where It Belongs"- NIN
this CD has blown me...
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ash:
first of all, Id like to thank you immensely for putting me in your top faves list. Thats more important to us girls than the members realize ... and its NOT because we're all snobby bitches and like the "favoritism", it has to do with how we get paid and I wont say anything more on the subject, lol!
second of all .. whats a chuck tee?
gosh theres just so much to comment on in this journal, hahah! abt NIN, I didnt realize it was one of his songs when I started reading it ... but NIN, man, the lyrics have this .. ability to CONNECT with something inside me, its something that no other band or musician has ever been able to do to the degree that he does it. Its amazing. When I started to read the lyrics, I felt that same TUG at my gut that I get when I read NIN lyrics, and I just KNEW that it was trent as soon as I felt it! I hope Im not as dissapointed with this album as I was with the fragile. NIN has been one of my favorites bands for like centuries!
And holy shit, u hit the nail on the head abt ignorant ppl basing their judgements on what they have NO FUCKING IDEA abt!! It really gets to me, I mean in a sickening way. You know why, Im sure .. and Im sure you also know what Im talking abt when I say that there is that "vice" of mine that ppl are too quick to judge abt. Drives me insane with madness when I think abt what hollywood and the media has done to ppl like you and me
(this is the longest journal entry EVER, lol, sorry!)
second of all .. whats a chuck tee?
gosh theres just so much to comment on in this journal, hahah! abt NIN, I didnt realize it was one of his songs when I started reading it ... but NIN, man, the lyrics have this .. ability to CONNECT with something inside me, its something that no other band or musician has ever been able to do to the degree that he does it. Its amazing. When I started to read the lyrics, I felt that same TUG at my gut that I get when I read NIN lyrics, and I just KNEW that it was trent as soon as I felt it! I hope Im not as dissapointed with this album as I was with the fragile. NIN has been one of my favorites bands for like centuries!
And holy shit, u hit the nail on the head abt ignorant ppl basing their judgements on what they have NO FUCKING IDEA abt!! It really gets to me, I mean in a sickening way. You know why, Im sure .. and Im sure you also know what Im talking abt when I say that there is that "vice" of mine that ppl are too quick to judge abt. Drives me insane with madness when I think abt what hollywood and the media has done to ppl like you and me
(this is the longest journal entry EVER, lol, sorry!)
OH SHIT! IT'S 420 YALL! BEEN SMOKIN' SINCE 12AM, I LOVE IT. 4/20 IS MY FAVORITE HOLIDAY! YEEEAAAAHH!!! WOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i acquired NIN - "WITH TEETH" today.
thouroughly amazing.
very different.
but still familiar.
there is a distinct difference in the tracks Dave and Jerome play on, i like it. a lot.
very vocal and percussive oriented, moreso than usual.
"Don't You Fucking Know What You Are!?!?"
on another note, MSI is playing Mr. Smalls tonight.
i'm pretty sure i'm going.
well i have to...
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thouroughly amazing.
very different.
but still familiar.
there is a distinct difference in the tracks Dave and Jerome play on, i like it. a lot.
very vocal and percussive oriented, moreso than usual.
"Don't You Fucking Know What You Are!?!?"
on another note, MSI is playing Mr. Smalls tonight.
i'm pretty sure i'm going.
well i have to...
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gonzoe:
sorry, but ya, you'll need a better pic to jump on in.
also, i now notice you're in PA and not FL. i'm pretty sure you already emailed about why you wanted to join, but i can't remember now. i get like 10 requests a week and i can't freakin keep track of em all. sorry, man. not trying to be lame.
so just lemme know again what yer story is and upload at least 1 good pic and you'll be in business. thanks, sir.
also, i now notice you're in PA and not FL. i'm pretty sure you already emailed about why you wanted to join, but i can't remember now. i get like 10 requests a week and i can't freakin keep track of em all. sorry, man. not trying to be lame.
so just lemme know again what yer story is and upload at least 1 good pic and you'll be in business. thanks, sir.
Getting a little erratic here
And I dont know who to trust
I guess they got a way of reading my mind
I guess I got to adjust
I got my arms flip, flop, flip, flop, flip
I got my head on a spring
I thought I got you I my side
I havent got fucking anything
Im just a face in the crowd
Nothing...
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And I dont know who to trust
I guess they got a way of reading my mind
I guess I got to adjust
I got my arms flip, flop, flip, flop, flip
I got my head on a spring
I thought I got you I my side
I havent got fucking anything
Im just a face in the crowd
Nothing...
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gonzoe:
ey man. i can't approve you for SGFL until you upload at least 1 clear picture of yourself. that's why i had to decline you before. sorry, sir.
you're keeping in step
in the line
got your chin held high and you feel just fine
because you do
what you're told
but inside your heart it is black and it's hollow and it's cold
just how deep do you believe?
will you bite the hand that feeds?
will you chew until it bleeds?
can you get up off your knees?
are you brave...
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in the line
got your chin held high and you feel just fine
because you do
what you're told
but inside your heart it is black and it's hollow and it's cold
just how deep do you believe?
will you bite the hand that feeds?
will you chew until it bleeds?
can you get up off your knees?
are you brave...
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ash:
I knew that .. because I loved the lyrics so much, that it had to be my boy. Hes the only person who writes his way into my heart the bastard, lol
the bastard, lol
adeline:
Guess who's coming back..sooner then later!!!!!????
so, i am enrolled at Full Sail for Recording Arts now, i'm hella excited, it will be a rough year, but i think i will enjoi it very much. it's like everything inside of me is telling me this is what i am meant to do, i never believed in fate, but i think a lot of things that seemed pointless at the time has...
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ash:
whats full sail? what will u be doing there?
making the trip to florida tonight to check out what might be my school.
wish me luck
-jaxn
wish me luck
-jaxn
i will be moving to florida sometime before july 29th.
i will be attending this school www.fullsail.com working towards my associates degree in recording arts.
12 months.
and i will accept nothing else.
kind of a bombshell, but this is something i feel i have to do.
-jaxn
i will be attending this school www.fullsail.com working towards my associates degree in recording arts.
12 months.
and i will accept nothing else.
kind of a bombshell, but this is something i feel i have to do.
-jaxn
adeline:
Well its a good thing I saw this..I have to come home and see you before you move to Florida. I have two friends who went to fullsail..you met one of them at the Gathering ..Willie.
HAHAHA... i'm REAL high and im heving troubl seeing the keys and screen so bear with me on this one..
weeeeeell... the new TearHerEyes cd was set back yet again, we scrapped all the guitar and bass trax. i don't know what the fuck we're doing anymore, i really want to move to cali with Kris(1 of my guitarists) and start a death rock/ electronic...
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weeeeeell... the new TearHerEyes cd was set back yet again, we scrapped all the guitar and bass trax. i don't know what the fuck we're doing anymore, i really want to move to cali with Kris(1 of my guitarists) and start a death rock/ electronic...
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ash:
awwwww man ... the cross eyes!!! I KNOW THAT FEELING TOO WELL MY FRIEND!!!!
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hahaha...
what the fuck. i'm bored
how deep does this rabbit hole go?
hahaha...
what the fuck. i'm bored
how deep does this rabbit hole go?
well, my friend whom i thought to be dead since november randomly popped up in Borders last night, definitly made my day.
ash:
oh wow, coolness! Its always nice to meet up with ppl you knew back in the day