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For the past two days i've spent 13 hours each day sitting at the side of a hospital bed, watching my nan die.


This fucking sucks. Trying to be there for my mum and put on a brave face, but i need some down time before i break myself.
lolliepop:
No one will think less of you if you take a break and you don't hve to put a hard face on. Your human and it's ok to feel pain. Thinking of you an your family x
scruffyhightops:
Oh dude, I am so sorry to hear about this.

My thoughts are with you mate.
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Ya know, i'm really glad i didnt pay for this three month subscription, SG is a bit too....quiet for my liking.


Or maybe it's just there's nothing commentworthy on my blogs these days.


Either way, boooriiiiiiing!
scruffyhightops:
When are you going to be back in the Deco Djing? I'll make sure I manage to get there this time.
bonnie:
heh, I forgot you were on here! x
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So instead of Sonisphere, I have restrung my guitar, bought a new computer, few new bits on bobs clothes wise and going to go get my teeth whitened instead, plus got a DJing gig at the Deco, so more cash.

Fuck festivals, i'm thinking long term now!




fuck, i think i'm finally growing up. Hah!



PS; girls are poo and keep spoiling my good mood.
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glitch23:
will be next saturday matey. Come say hi!
miyo:
excuse me! Not all girls are poo tongue
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I've started to listen to the Paul McKenna self hypnosis audio books and ya know, i think they're actually working even after three listens.

Though with any download I'm worried about them being pirates and a bit rubbish.


I am a beautiful, strong and proud cigarette, i do not need women.
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Oh, someone reactivated my account, so guess I'm back for a bit!

How're you all doing my lovelies? I miss anything important?
scruffyhightops:
Nope, but I think I keep on seeing you in the Deco.
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chrysis:
Omg, shut your face -- I did miss you! Hiiiiiiiiii! :]]]]]]]]]]]
chrysis:
Oh, and it's a camel. AND, it's a chewtoy .. which I'll explain later. Haha.
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1 shift down, nine to go til I'm a day walker, eep!


But on a positive, i may be getting torn away from the safety of my lovely nightshifts, buuuut, yesterday i got told i'm going straight back into dayshifts as a supervisor, oh THE POWER!!!!!


Only a few weeks left on my SG account, not actually sure if i'll re-sub tbh. :s
_anon_:
I'm gonna be going to the University of Kent! biggrin

And you should totally re-sub! Think of your life without SG!
ericfromcanadia:
Dude, you got good taste then, cause all those things rock!

Hah, yea I hear it man, I'm a bit iffy on whether i'll re-sub after my year.
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I wll marry this woman....or someone like her anyway. love



My mood is better today, i'm actually looking forward to being on days now, fuck my issues with large groups of people, I shall rise to the challenge and hopefully make some new friends and lots more money!
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I bloomin hate guitarists this week. Why are none available when you actually need one? Ok, reliable guitarists...that can actually play. >Xd


All is well, recovered from the piggy flu nicely, still sounding all gravelly, but i think that's kinda cool


How the feck are you lot? I've been sucky and not been on much, so got lots of blog catching up to do tonight...
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freesia:
Two things....
Your cat is adorable.
FINGER MOUSTACHES KICK ASS!
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Buggeration!


I've just been diagnosed with swine flu. frown

I was ment to be running possibly THE best Gridlock night yet, plus djing at a club i've wanted to DJ at for more than ten years....now i'm under house arrest. Only working two nights this week, but i don get sick pay. So missing out on money, plus lots of fun times.


It's just a nasty...
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tubesound:
Calm down dear! It's only a commercial.

Keep on Soldiering matey. It could be worse. You could be Micheal Winner.
dukedave:
Aww, that sucks. I hate being stuck inside for too long, I don't think I would be able to stand it if I wasn't allowed to leave. Well, now you have some time to organize the music collection, something I never seem to finish.
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Hoorah!! I'm at home...on the internet! Yes I fixed my desktop, which has been dead for 16 months, man, that was alot of updates to install!!


things with r2d2 girlie failed miserably, oh well, no biggy. :p

It's payday in a little over 24 hours, this pleases me.


I have been chatting to my girly guitarist about songs to cover and found myself singing this...
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miyo:
i'll only be in a hot tub in the evening! hehe
tai_:
Awwh are you not getting any kisses? frown kiss