Well I've been here for a little over a week but I'm already homesick.. I love it here but I miss my dad and my dog the most. I'm slowly but surely trying to ween myself off of my meds. I don't understand it.. Everywhere I go there's still this hole in my heart. It's sad but I still miss him. I don't even know...
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Hola! Estoy en Panama con mi mama. Por favor excusa mi espanol. Tengo que hablar solo en espanol porque no ingles aqui! 
Entonces, soy aqui para dos o tres mesas. Es MUY bonita aqui y soy muy feliz. Entonces mi espanol es bueno, yo regreso para markar un blog real. haha Ojale que todos son buenos. Pictures soon!
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Entonces, soy aqui para dos o tres mesas. Es MUY bonita aqui y soy muy feliz. Entonces mi espanol es bueno, yo regreso para markar un blog real. haha Ojale que todos son buenos. Pictures soon!
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gnerval:
Feliz Navidad.
billytheseal:
check you out...speaking spanish and all
Things haven't been the greatest lately.. Like usual, I'll just attempt to stick it out until something that I actually care about comes along. Apathetic towards everything. Everyone. I just don't really see a point in caring most of the time. I just want to wake up and feel good. I just want to feel normal. I just want to care about something. Because I...
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gnerval:
I know what might cheer you up: tickles! Being tickled sometimes helps.
dissociate:
aww. dang babe. i hate to hear all of this. i know whats its like to be stuck in yesterday. sometimes its hard to completely get over things.
I havent been in touch with that group of people in awhile, so i cannot tell you how your buddy here is doing.
that being said, i am against girls dancing. that is just me. to each their own.
i have always thought of us as friends. there were never ulterior motives, we were just buddies.
and sometimes its good to know that you have those still.
i have never been burned by you, nor have i heard of you burning others, so that being said, you will always have a friend in me, here in Dallas, or wherever i may be.
hope to hear from you sometime.
I havent been in touch with that group of people in awhile, so i cannot tell you how your buddy here is doing.
that being said, i am against girls dancing. that is just me. to each their own.
i have always thought of us as friends. there were never ulterior motives, we were just buddies.
and sometimes its good to know that you have those still.
i have never been burned by you, nor have i heard of you burning others, so that being said, you will always have a friend in me, here in Dallas, or wherever i may be.
hope to hear from you sometime.
eerie4:
Understanding you'll never understand & still searching is the key...
Sick again. And waiting for my brother's car to get out of the shop.. again.
God I feel like my life is stuck on repeat. Please whatever fucking god there is please let me just get through these next few weeks.
Rearranged my room today and got rid of a bunch of boxes stacked up to the ceiling against one of the walls.. It actually...
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God I feel like my life is stuck on repeat. Please whatever fucking god there is please let me just get through these next few weeks.
Rearranged my room today and got rid of a bunch of boxes stacked up to the ceiling against one of the walls.. It actually...
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Today was awesome.
I went running.
I might be moving to Puerto Rico in a few months.
!!!!!
I went running.
I might be moving to Puerto Rico in a few months.
!!!!!
majorboredom:
how did you go from moving to Dallas to Puerto Rico?!
Moving back to Dtown in a couple of weeks. I'm thinking of puttin my nude ass on here when that happens b/c I'll finally be shooting with a photog that's fucking amazing. Plus I really need to be naked.. it's like a hobby of mine. I'm so excited to leave here it's not even funny. I can't wait to make some money and get out...
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gnerval:
Well wishes on your move! And I'm hopeful the change will do you well.
majorboredom:
Dallas welcomes your nude ass back!
Dallas welcomes your nude ass back!
Gotta go to the dentist today..
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majorboredom:
i should go to the dentist myself.
just so weird having people all up in
you mouth pokin' around. not attractive.
i should go to the dentist myself.
just so weird having people all up in
you mouth pokin' around. not attractive.
otoki:
Thank you for the set love on d20
I hate it when people tell me they can't help me even if I never fucking asked for their help in the first place. "Well I can't help you out with that Rachel.." DID I FUCKING ASK FOR YOUR HELP? Do I just look that slaughtered? I dunno. I have to get out of this house. Everyone feels this "understanding" with me but they don't...
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jasper:
thank you so much!!1
majorboredom:
a show or something seems do-able
i'm sure something interesting is coming up in the near future.
i hear Miley Cyrus is doing a show! lol
a show or something seems do-able
i'm sure something interesting is coming up in the near future.
i hear Miley Cyrus is doing a show! lol
God damn it's danker than a nut sack outside.. I guess that's what you get for living in TX during the summer. Oh well at least I'm not in Houston! (My condolences to everyone in Houston).
Been sewing today. Hopefully I'll get around to posting pics of all my finished shit. Everything is almost finished but for minor (but extremely important) details like zippers and...
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Been sewing today.
Hopefully I'll get around to posting pics of all my finished shit. Everything is almost finished but for minor (but extremely important) details like zippers and... Read More
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aluka:
Thank you!
...and I agree, Ohio blows
...and I agree, Ohio blows
billytheseal:
will make sure i stay away from ohio in the future 
I feel so incredibly stretched in every direction imaginable. A weekly occurrence. What to do what to do..
Maybe(?) this time things will work out. Whatever direction I choose. Because this shit is starting to wear on my soul. I really can't keep doing this because I'm starting to die inside. haha starting..
Maybe(?) this time things will work out. Whatever direction I choose. Because this shit is starting to wear on my soul. I really can't keep doing this because I'm starting to die inside. haha starting..
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billytheseal:
Weirdly, i know exactly how you feel...
otoki:
Thanks Meh, it'll be back to normal soon.
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bud249:
u coming!
pirateprince:
We will I think. There is someone putting together a tour for us, we will know where we're going in a month.
Still miss my ex as well, well, my last 2 ex's really. Hate listening to "our" songs, even now.
Still, hoping time makes things better