girlswithguitars

Godxinxaxpill: howdy
UnderGroundRat2: hey
Godxinxaxpill: do you think there is a difference between identity and self?
UnderGroundRat2: no. its the same
UnderGroundRat2: y?
Godxinxaxpill: i dunno
Godxinxaxpill: when was the last time you heard the question asked?
Godxinxaxpill: ide have to disagree with you btw
UnderGroundRat2: that question?
UnderGroundRat2: uh never
UnderGroundRat2: and why is that
Godxinxaxpill: ok, let me ask you this
Godxinxaxpill: who...
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im sick and tired of television, cars, and industrial agriculture. i've simply had enough of it.










anachronism!?!?

i womyn with a thick arabic accent asked me at work in an embarresed manner if we were a "library too". i dont remember what i said to her exactly but i understood she was confused and hadn't ever been into a B&N. she seemed relieved by my explanation and a little embarresed for having asked, but not to much.

that dog fucking kills me.

"i'de like to set a place for you at my table, we can sit forever watching reruns on cable ... so you say i like your shirt. and you say you've got a lot just like them. and i hear you wrote a song about me. by definition a crush must hurtm, and they do. they doooOooOo. just like the...
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i ate mushrooms on saterday night. different enviornment than i've exprienced before, a group of close friends. all of our social roles seemed incredibly obvious and exagerated.

i had a lot to say but didn't speak to much. no matter what words i choose none of them seemed an accurate account of what i was trying to convey. language is so vauge, how could it?...
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chest is heavy. breathe steadily.
mucas production rising. glands swelling.

called in sick to work today, decided not to attend class even though the trip to school was made. matt and i did some anthropology notes in the library instead. all and all i believe it was a more productive use of my time then sittting in sociology and listen to lectures about ideas i...
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i can't breathe out of my nose at all and my throat is dry.

i walked home after getting off work at 12:15. the air was full of negativly charged ions.

i saw lightening out of the corners of my eyes. it kept me company and made me smile. i saw a train stopped on the tracks and it made me laugh. so did the people in their cars waiting at intersection. i smoked a bowl outside and noticed...
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whew. havn't done this in awhile. wtf why are they talking about the emeys on tv? nm. ok so yeah. im sure you read that sentence and it made sense but did it really? "ok so yeah" only makes sense in the proper cultural context. try translating that into yiddish, or sanskrit.

anyway i havn't kept journal since the end of highschool. tis one cost...
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