giamarie

well another night of little to no sleep and much throbbing pain. i prayed all night to either get well or die right then and there. i know i'm being ridiculous but i can't take it anymore! i need to get better and go to work and have sex and feel good!!!!

aahahaaahhhhh

gia

*sigh* this is going to sound sooooo ridiculous but i have an ear infection and i am in the most pain i have ever been in in my entire life. i guess if you know me, you'll get a greater concept of what scale that runs on, but i just can't believe it. i've been either crying from pain, counting down the minutes until i...
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i'm cold and i have an ear infucktion. it's so painful and the freakin doctor wouldn't give me any pain pills. all i wanna do is sleep. i'm supposed to go to the ocean tomorrow, so i hope i feel better. *sigh*

xoxo
gia

*yawns* i'm so sore...

i just got back from a lovely little adventure. down rt 80, down a mile long hike, is a beautiful waterfall. and a bunch of us went there today at noon. it was such a gorgeous day. the weather was perfect, warm with no humidity. nick and lauren invited bob and i and then soon a taggalong of about 10 other...
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tired.... lonely.

need peaceful sleep
light dreams
shorter days
my heart is tired

i feel sad
then slowly
i feel nothing
i can't even cry anymore

good morning world....

we had a wicked storm last night which i thought was going to calm down the heat a little bit in the following days, it turns out i was wrong. it's still fucking hot. last night we had rain, hail, flooding in the lower towns, and today it's hot as balls again.

i have this like bite or pimple in my ear...
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i fall asleep and i dream and my dreams are so real that when i wake up, i feel exhausted like i haven't slept at all.

the other night i got upset about something and felt on the verge of crying, but then all of the sudden this numbness washed over me.... and i felt nothing.

until later
gia

*falls asleep on the comp* long day...

ash came to see me today at work.. so nice.

work was busy, made some good money. the day went so fast. i barely ate. i wish i could barely eat more often. i need to lost like fifty pounds.

well i'm off to the couch. my feet hurt nighty night lovely ladies

ciao
gia

i've been soooo busy. i'm exhausted. everything is a mess. i'm a mess. i need to go get shirts for work. i need to get my shit together. i'm hungry, but dont want to eat. i'm tired but can never sleep enough.

back later
gia

i'm wasited. i alriahy got naked. i love my friends. love love love naked friends.

good morning all.... had the shittiest night's sleep last night. i watched some fucked up movie called Cannibal. one of the most disturbing films i've ever seen. i had nightmares most of the night. bob and i are on edge with each other which makes me so stressed out. my sex drive is is in neutral because i can't think straight. and that makes me...
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*stretches* ah beautiful morning. i'm awake, dressed, smelling nice. i hope i make lots of money today. i lvoe when i do alot of work in the beginning of the week and then the rest of the week just coasts by care free. if only they could all be like that.

anyways i'm off, and i will miss you, but i must run errands and...
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