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SOO over the weekend ive gotten way more confident riding my motorcycle i cant wait to build a new one maybe ill go with a smaller type of bike a moped or dirt bike

Ok so here it is i have tried to in the past keep up with my posts but its just to easy to get distracted...

im gonna attempt , honestly attempt to keep an open blog... even though i feel my life is entirely too mundane to even bother with words....

just a little drained of life is all, good time to recharge since the...
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well its friggin new years again!!!! was supposed to go out but decided not to its cool though i think im gonna stay in for old times sake and on top of it all i havent been home for too long it maybe to much for me to handle..

my first performance today.... my first nerve ous hands trembling experience soooooo nervous i play guitar you see, my guitar playing is pretty good but it can be bettter especially if i were to practice more than a couple of hours a day but yeah im moving up classical guitar is soooo much harder than playing regular guitar... i mean dont get me wrong i...
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oi vey, today today, i did nothing but vegitate, it was awesome it was sweet but hey there is nothing better than to know you can do that even of it is for a bit, i met a great girl, trying to start things right but i know its going to end the minute i leave.... i hope this can be good like the others......
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good ales whats good tales

heh, after a long 15 hour period in san diego international, i finally caught my flight, yes folks, i the retardante missed his flight that was suppose to come in yesterday morning, but hey the important thing is that 24 hours later im finally where i need to be well at least for a while, besides it was fun trying...
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today is the day, i pick up my fucking papers and get the fuck away from california for fucking 21 days, wtf, why did i have to get a fucking speedingticket?why i mean wtf, but anyway i am just going to chill and not let it ruin my day

peace

good day...
im here im not having a bad day today, i get teach a class tomorow, how exciting!

I know... i hope i dont get nervous, i usually dont, and its not my first time giving a class, but i always worry about that for some reason...

itll be fun you know! 7 more days till my flight!!!
i cant wait to go home...
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my my im up so early, ive been up since about 4:30 am this morning, i dont get why i havent been able to sleep lately i mean i try to go to bed early and it just doesnt work, oh well im going to the gym now i have to get some excersize, maybe then ill tire myself out so i can sleep...

hehe...
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working, almost was late this morning, i wish i wouldve woken up about 20 minutes earlier than i did, i went to sleep so early though it shouldve been no problem, you know, but anyway im still lonely, due to my recent loss, i wish i had someone to talk to...

**good news**

Exactly 2 weeks from today ill be on delta flight 4478 going...
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Today was a fair day, accomplished nothing but i did not exceed my expectations, you know, the day just went by, i feel alone but yet there are many around me, i know i shouldnt feel that way but i can help but think, what couldve i done to prevent myself froom feeling this way, you know..

all in all
not bad
not good

Fair...

I guess you can say im in better spirits, i still dont see why good people have to suffer, on a better note.... whoa watch out for this one...

a little blue bird landed in my lap today....

yeah i know... how often does that happen, its like it was trying to comfort me, i wanted to take a picture but the minute i reached...
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