"there were no truer words than when spoken, let that stand as it should, there was nothing left when broken, we grab anything when we fall...............
Promises are shit,
We speak the way we breathe,
Present air will have to do,
Rearrange and see it through......"
-ian m.-
nothing new really, except i need to sever some ties with some friends that are not understanding...
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Promises are shit,
We speak the way we breathe,
Present air will have to do,
Rearrange and see it through......"
-ian m.-
nothing new really, except i need to sever some ties with some friends that are not understanding...
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corso:
Yeah, I've been there too man. Good luck.
maddy:
i am doing good and yes i can be very random...it sucks when friends don't prove to be friends.
dammit i am sick on new years. how rediculous is this. i am supposed to go to 2 parties tonight. i won't be drinking, but i will try to have fun . ok....so i am breaking one of my cardinal rules with a friend of mine. she is just supposed to be one of my friends with benifits sort of fling, but i am totally...
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nina:
i'm sorry to hear you feel sick! i didnt feel sick last night but i still didnt do anything... watched buffy and feel asleep at one o'clock.
as for what you said in your journal.... i totally understand. things dont work "down there " for me sometimes too. i think its hard to seperate your mind (nerves, insecurities, etc.) from your body. its even harder if you're really into the person your making out with.
you say you dont "need" to be with anyone.... but that makes no difference when you really like someone... when you find a strong connection. its all so fucking frustrating hey?
anyway.... hope you had a good new years despite feeling sick.
as for what you said in your journal.... i totally understand. things dont work "down there " for me sometimes too. i think its hard to seperate your mind (nerves, insecurities, etc.) from your body. its even harder if you're really into the person your making out with.
you say you dont "need" to be with anyone.... but that makes no difference when you really like someone... when you find a strong connection. its all so fucking frustrating hey?
anyway.... hope you had a good new years despite feeling sick.
farceprophet:
well i did go tot the party last night and got really drunk, but the night seemed okay. i mainly got drunk because the woman mentioned in the journal entry ignored me at the party the whole night. damn i hate feelings and emotions. 
you think that if you stopped doing something that defined you as a person, that maybe, you cease to be that person?-jthm- 
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rachel:
thanks for the kind comments on my set!!
maddy:
awww thank you...i hope that i am invincible...and yes jthm rocks.
DRY SPELL IS OVER FOR ME!!!!! YAY!!! okay now that i got that out of my system i may be able to talk like a normal person...........nah........WHOOHOO.....I GOT MY XMAS WISH!!!!! okay now i sound like a gloating asshole. 
well i am going now bye bye......
well i am going now bye bye......mmmm.....i went to a party last night cos my friend didn't come into town . they made 500 jello shots for the party.....and i think i had to have at least eaten about 25 of them plus i drank a six pack of killians and a pint of corona....what a fun night. i went home alone though as usual , no snuggle buddies. it was...
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. they made 500 jello shots for the party.....and i think i had to have at least eaten about 25 of them plus i drank a six pack of killians and a pint of corona....what a fun night. i went home alone though as usual , no snuggle buddies. it was... Read More
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maddy:
well its good that you are getting a better job...the only way you could play me on halo is if we had 2 x boxs connected...think we could run a lan cable from tn to ky? hehehe
farceprophet:
sorry i sounded stupid ....but i don't know much about games.....much less video games. my roommate has an xbox. maybe i will have to buy him halo for xmas. 
well the other day i went to a pagan ritual. by no means am i pagan, and it all seemed weird to me that they were cool with me intruding upon their party/pot luck and ritual. i didn't even know any of them really except my 2 friends i went there with. i really enjoyed myself. i can't wait till friday because i have a...
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nina:
did you bring macaroni salad?
snuggle buddies are so hard to find.... being optomistic helps.... right?
snuggle buddies are so hard to find.... being optomistic helps.... right?
Yay exams are finally over and i can see what outside has to offer me. trees with no leaves, dogs running around, kindergartners calling me faggot and other such names. man i love the winter time. now all i need is somone to hold me. i need the warmth of another's snuggles. oh well ....tomorrow will be another day and i will still be looking...
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maddy:
hmm quite a drive to practice
farceprophet:
well not really cos i was born that way.
back now for fun and frivality. my xmas bonus helped with that. now i have 3 more months to see if i can afford another 3 after that. missed all my peeps. so how have y'all been doing? leave me some feedback. 
complainey:
i clicked on your name while in my preferences and accidentally deleted you as a friend. so readd me plz. thnx.
well today is sunday and i am drunk...hehe....going to have fun on the computer. much lonliness is in store for tonight. but i have my teddy bear and my tsing tao beer and everything will be alright. peace out and much love to shalome, nina, maddy, and aiki!!!!!
maddy:
sunday drunkness? what about monday?
farceprophet:
i am back my peeps. thank you xmas bonus from work!!!!! yay!!!!! now i can afford 3 more months. so how has all my peeps been? leave me some feedback.
well things have been okay i guess. the breakup has been hard for my ex but she will be okay or at least she tells me this. i haven't found anyone to snuggle with but oh well. i always have my teddy bear to snuggle with and my dreams of meeting bjork while listening to rainer maria.......i just got the new record from them and...
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farceprophet:
thanks maddy.....mohawks for SATAN across the globe..hehe!!!!!!!!
maddy:
Yay mohawks!!