see not a reason to care anymore, to try and search for a meaning, a purpose, for what good does it do? The motivation that should be driving me is absent. What motivates me day to day, I do not know, the will to simply live, to be alive yet I do not "Live". What does it mean? I am a Troll under a bride, pushing the world away, hearing time's footsteps pass on by. Watching the world fade and wither away. I look to the sparkling night sky for an answer a sign, something, anything. I find nothing, no purpose no answer, i sit under the bridge of life alone...so cold. There is no purpose, no motivation for me, I give up on trying to find it.
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