At least i got it out of the way... thats all I can keep thinking right now. Perhaps I approached things the wrong way, hard to say. Never was good at the whole asking someone out thing, and maybe i was too late. Just a friend, she likes me as just a friend, figures. No matter what I might try or say, nothing will probably change that, and so...I just wait on the sidelines again, or prevent myself from caring about her, why did I have to like her so much? Fuck...Britny is not mine, nor will be, she is who she is, and I am who I am, just a guy always searching for something, that doesn't seem possible.
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