I feel something weighing down again, I feel it putting pressure on my chest. I push back to alleviate it only to realize how weak I have become. How did I get here to this point and how much farther will I make it before I break? I feel despair again, I can feel the tears welling up, but they are the only thing i have the strength to push back. I close my eyes and fight my despair, I close my eyes and feel at peace, I close my eyes and breath deep. I am drifting right now, going with the flow like always but it doesn't feel right my nonchalance of life has caught up with me. I guess it was bound to happen...
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