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Sucks to lose an entire, heartfelt blog entry with one tiny, ill-timed flick of the wrist. <br> <br> I've been collecting toys and music and buying groceries and generally treating myself like an outpatient from a mental health facility, because that's honestly how I see myself lately. Going to the doctor for this sinus infection that I've had for the past few months, finally. Going...
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smash:
thanks lady!!!!!...
and so sorry kiss
lilcupcake:
That has happened to me numerous times...Its always when I type a book of a blog.
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Our Lady of San Francisco



So I'm finally freed from the physical bonds, at least, of that precariously balanced city down there by the oily bay, and it can rot for all I care. The emotional repercussions and the lingering sinus infection will remain for quite some time still, I am sure, but that which does not kill us leaves us with post-nasal drip and...
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on hiatus until I get my mental health straightened out. Well, emotional health, I guess. Yeah. Anyway. Hiatus.smile
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junnie:
Yes I live here in Camarillo.
maxwelldemon:
Greetings,

Thank you for the message. That poster you have sounds great of Pink Floyd. I could do the record cover thing but, I'd prefer to pay tribute to the members in the band. Mental state ,what really is it anyway? I hope your back on the horse soon. "The state of the nation is causing death inflation"-N.O!!! wink
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"I was fine. Until I read your fucking book. It stirred shit up, you know? It reminded me how genuinely romantic I was, how I had so much hope in things. Now it's like I don't believe in anything that relates to love. I don't feel things for people anymore. In a way, I put all my romanticism into that one night and I was...
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sophronia:
thank you.

i am supposed to be reading my poetry right now, which normally I love doing...

but it's different when you HAVE to, you know?

miss you kiss kiss
we'll catch up later okay? my sounding keyboard awaits wink
j_edward:
Such a beautiful quote from such a beautiful movie. I've definitely felt that coldness, like "love wasn't for me", very recently in fact. But I think that it always goes away and that you fall in love, or at least have strong feelings for, someone else again. Until the feeling of coldness doesn't go away...then you just wait for death, I guess (or get over your coldness and embrace life for what it is). Or you attempt to put all of your love into something other than another person (like your art, whatever it might be). Something that you could depend on, when all else is lost. At least that's how I see myself feeling in the future (when I'm like a decrepit, lonely old man).

But, for now, I'm young and dumb and full of...no...LOVE.
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Some of you have already seen this post, but it's applicable tonight especially, in my world:



little reminder to myself~~

"Dear Pat,
What is the best way to stay healthy? *

FIT KID,
Pleasanton, CA


A: *

Dear FIT,

Love yourself.
Love your body.
Love everybody else.
Let go of everything easily. "

from www.psychicpat.com
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sophronia:
kiss
did ya have a nice weekend?
northern:
Thanks for the praise.

I take it as a nice ego boost. smile
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sophronia:
Getting bugged by you is my favorite part of being on this site!

I never got a chance to ask you what that new profile pic is all about....?
letigre:
hello to you too. smile
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Hi all, my computer is broken and I'm making this entry from a store, but it's important. I've already asked most of you, but wanted to take one last effort and post again, right before the deadline. Hope you all are doing well, and I'll write more once I get my computer back! Oh how I miss thee, dear computer....

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Hi everyone! I've already...
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junnie:
Good luck on Saturday love!

Thinking of you! smile
sophronia:
thanks,
more pics up
kiss
I hope you and mom are doing well, are you still over there with her?
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I will be making a real entry just as soon as I can figure out how to re-size my picture. I'm so daffy, geez. : )
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letigre:
thank you. it is a memorial piece for my girls.
topramen:
why thank you! Happy New year to you too! kiss