hey guys.....
hope all had a good weekend. mine was a bit on the shitty side.
my dad passed away last year and yesterday was his birthday, would have been 60. so yeah i'm drained, didn't get to see my mom and need a fucking hug.
skipping classes today on that note.
need some mind latering substances. saturday i drank a liter of bailey's by...
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hope all had a good weekend. mine was a bit on the shitty side.
my dad passed away last year and yesterday was his birthday, would have been 60. so yeah i'm drained, didn't get to see my mom and need a fucking hug.
skipping classes today on that note.
need some mind latering substances. saturday i drank a liter of bailey's by...
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sorry my last entry was such a drag 
just one of those moods i think. needed drugs baaadddd!!!!
i'm sitting here with another person's taste in my mouth. not my boyfriend's...wondering if i'm going to regret what i just did. i just have problems with letting people know that i'm with someone.
please tell me i'm not a bad person and abolish my sins! maybe...
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just one of those moods i think. needed drugs baaadddd!!!!
i'm sitting here with another person's taste in my mouth. not my boyfriend's...wondering if i'm going to regret what i just did. i just have problems with letting people know that i'm with someone.
please tell me i'm not a bad person and abolish my sins! maybe...
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sydni:
I think that maybe if you can't admit to having someone in your life, that that person shouldn't be. You should be bursting at the seams to tell people about your boyfriend. That's just my opinion though.
You aren't a bad person though. You just did something that lots of people on the other side of the situation wouldn't be happy about.
Take care.
You aren't a bad person though. You just did something that lots of people on the other side of the situation wouldn't be happy about.
Take care.
hello to all,
hope everyone had an extravagant thanksgiving. god, i fucking hate holidays!!!
i decided not to move in with my b/f and to just move back in with mom. he got pissed and started blaming all kinds of stuff on me. than he snorted a bar and drank and passed out. is there something wrong with that situation? i thought so. but if...
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hope everyone had an extravagant thanksgiving. god, i fucking hate holidays!!!
i decided not to move in with my b/f and to just move back in with mom. he got pissed and started blaming all kinds of stuff on me. than he snorted a bar and drank and passed out. is there something wrong with that situation? i thought so. but if...
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jimi_riot:
im in a pissy ass/fuck the world/i need to drink myself to sleep mood too
_gone_:
hey lovey
being in a pissy fit .. aww sorry to hear that .. he needs to grow up .. prb fucked up all his plans ..
my turkey day was good we deep fried a bird .. took one & a half hours to cook .. came out good .. crispy skin, tender meat
later babe
~ Alien
being in a pissy fit .. aww sorry to hear that .. he needs to grow up .. prb fucked up all his plans ..
my turkey day was good we deep fried a bird .. took one & a half hours to cook .. came out good .. crispy skin, tender meat
later babe
~ Alien
update, uhh....no news to report.
i took out one of my nipple rings because oddly it was working itself out of my nipple, ouch!!!
FALL break this week, finally....
I hate work hardcore.
I need drugs....
and I'm in love.
That's all folks. Sorry i'm such a boring sap.
Love to all
E
i took out one of my nipple rings because oddly it was working itself out of my nipple, ouch!!!
FALL break this week, finally....
I hate work hardcore.
I need drugs....
and I'm in love.
That's all folks. Sorry i'm such a boring sap.
Love to all
E
jimi_riot:
im so fuckn glad to get 4 days from work and school, and good luck on the road to nipple recovery
scoutslayer:
sounds like it was just migrating, that happens sometimes. are you going to get it redone? when i had just one i felt lopsided. i dunno like i wasn't complete or something is that weird.
damn i suck at keeping a journal.
oh well....
life's alright at the moment.
i think the relationship i have is starting to fade, i don't feel the excitement i used to. but i do love him....i think.
i feel bad because i know he feels really strongly for me.
what the fuck am i supposed to do?
love sucks!!!!!!!
other than that, nothing's on...
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oh well....
life's alright at the moment.
i think the relationship i have is starting to fade, i don't feel the excitement i used to. but i do love him....i think.
i feel bad because i know he feels really strongly for me.
what the fuck am i supposed to do?
love sucks!!!!!!!
other than that, nothing's on...
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_gone_:
hey
i hear ya babe
i guess its time to move on now
~ Alien
i hear ya babe
i guess its time to move on now
~ Alien
zenhell:
hi
this is a personal invitation to join SG BEATNIKS
were a new group looking for members who value literate beat culture
and who might be interested in helping to develop interest in the group
zh
this is a personal invitation to join SG BEATNIKS
were a new group looking for members who value literate beat culture
and who might be interested in helping to develop interest in the group
zh
hope everybody had a good halloween. the rave i was going to ended up not being a rave. boo-hoo.
boyfriend got evicted. moved him last weekend. i bloody hate moving. plus he's on the 3rd floor, so that helped.
very cool place though. quiet. no drama. no finding his car has been towed (again). no neighbors pulling knives. the usual. he seems happier.
plan on...
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wirlwind:
yea i was at the tulsa show...that motha fucker is bad ass....me and my friend had a drum n bass summer. we saw planet of the drum (ak1200, dieselboy, dara, mc messinan) three times this summer and then ended it off with diesel in tulsa, his mc was suppose to be there but he missed a flight or something...
his website is Dieselboy
or go to Planet of the Drums
i hope he will come back soon....the tulsa show wasn't put together really well.....later
his website is Dieselboy
or go to Planet of the Drums
i hope he will come back soon....the tulsa show wasn't put together really well.....later
wirlwind:
hopefully he will cum back, but that will back; but a bad ass place to see a good drum n bass show is in dallas at the lizard lounge. dara was there a few weekends ago...i wish i had more money, i would go down there all the time for shows 
goddamn i'm a little behind in my updating process.
well, really nothing new anyway.
only a month and a half left of school(thank god if there is one, which i highly doubt).
b/f just got the boot from his apartment, so this weekend i get to help him move in a new one.
rave in tulsa on sun. yay ana's spinning.
i love halloween!
no...
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well, really nothing new anyway.
only a month and a half left of school(thank god if there is one, which i highly doubt).
b/f just got the boot from his apartment, so this weekend i get to help him move in a new one.
rave in tulsa on sun. yay ana's spinning.
i love halloween!
no...
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_gone_:
hey babe
yup its been awhile .. howve you been? oki i hope .. missed ya .. chat with you soon i hope
yeah i voted .. and i was really disappointed with the election outcome ... anyways
cya .. take care
~ Alien
yup its been awhile .. howve you been? oki i hope .. missed ya .. chat with you soon i hope
yeah i voted .. and i was really disappointed with the election outcome ... anyways
cya .. take care
~ Alien
vauxilary:
So I just realized you and Linz have the same birthday...I mean she's a few years older, but its on the same day! Which happens to be the day after mine! And how are you doing?
hey guys...days are flying by. apologies for not updating until now. been a busy grrl. lazy, but busy.
no new news. went down to the green door last weekend. saw minutes too far and bristol park. & my new fave band chasing paris. all awesome sets, all local guys.
i cut my foot wide open as well. luckily i was on morphine before it happened....
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no new news. went down to the green door last weekend. saw minutes too far and bristol park. & my new fave band chasing paris. all awesome sets, all local guys.
i cut my foot wide open as well. luckily i was on morphine before it happened....
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claudiandisorder:
i'm going to be in stillwater in about a week, maybe we could hang out, i haven't been there in about 3 years, has it changed much?
fuck!!!!!!
i'm so far behind.
bloody ridiculous.
i started a part-time job at an italian joint. so working all the time and going to school, which sucks.
haven't seen or talked to my b/f in a few days. miss him.
on top of everything, the sun hasn't come out from over the rain in nearly a week........
me = depressed
i need a drink.
that's...
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i'm so far behind.
bloody ridiculous.
i started a part-time job at an italian joint. so working all the time and going to school, which sucks.
haven't seen or talked to my b/f in a few days. miss him.
on top of everything, the sun hasn't come out from over the rain in nearly a week........
me = depressed
i need a drink.
that's...
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eliana:
i don't think she meant to do that
scoutslayer:
either way, it's funny
jesus, bloody school is wearing down on me.
wearing me thin....
plus now i have a job, so work is going to come into play.
time is going to be cut in half.....
god, why can't life be easy again????
when i moved, it fucked everything up. not just a few minor things i could go on without.....EVERYTHING!!!!!!
my emotions are a wreck, i have...
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wearing me thin....
plus now i have a job, so work is going to come into play.
time is going to be cut in half.....
god, why can't life be easy again????
when i moved, it fucked everything up. not just a few minor things i could go on without.....EVERYTHING!!!!!!
my emotions are a wreck, i have...
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_gone_:
aww poor baby
ive missed ya
~ Alien
ive missed ya
~ Alien
later
storms