it's not a goodbye, it's a so-long, if you really want to keep in touch...
find me on myspace: http://www.myspace.com/extravehicularactivity
or lj, same EinGlasWein
I'm about to become even more of a hermit than i already have been, woo! i mean..i've been trying to find the time to sit down and watch a movie for like, 2 weeks now. still hasn't happened.
This does not...
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find me on myspace: http://www.myspace.com/extravehicularactivity
or lj, same EinGlasWein
I'm about to become even more of a hermit than i already have been, woo! i mean..i've been trying to find the time to sit down and watch a movie for like, 2 weeks now. still hasn't happened.
This does not...
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grady31:
Bye..... 
notthellama:
*sniff*
Hahahaaaaaa. i love this guy.
Free Will Astrology for the Week Beginning February 15 by Rob Brezsny
ARIES (March 21-April 19): "Dear Rob: Could you please tell me how I can
get the men I like to remove me from the pedestals they put me on? If
something doesn't change soon, I'll have to call down the lightning and
obliterate their delusions. Sorry if that...
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Free Will Astrology for the Week Beginning February 15 by Rob Brezsny
ARIES (March 21-April 19): "Dear Rob: Could you please tell me how I can
get the men I like to remove me from the pedestals they put me on? If
something doesn't change soon, I'll have to call down the lightning and
obliterate their delusions. Sorry if that...
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scheisskopf:
I stepped into an avalanche,
It covered up my soul;
When I am not this hunchback that you see,
I sleep beneath the golden hills.
You who wish to conquer pain,
You must learn, learn to serve me well.
You strike my side by accident
As you go down for your gold.
The cripple here that you clothe and feed
Is neither starved nor cold;
He does not ask for your company,
Not at the centre, the centre of the world.
When I am on a pedestal,
You did not raise me there.
Your laws do not compel me
To kneel grotesque and bare.
I myself am the pedestal
For this ugly hump at which you stare.
You who wish to conquer pain,
You must learn what makes me kind;
The crumbs of love that you offer me,
Theyre the crumbs Ive left behind.
Your pain is no credential here,
Its just the shadow, shadow of my wound.
I have begun to long for you,
I who have no greed;
I have begun to ask for you,
I who have no need.
You say you've gone away from me,
But I can feel you when you breathe.
Do not dress in those rags for me,
I know you are not poor;
You don't love me quite so fiercely now
When you know that you are not sure,
It is your turn, beloved,
It is your flesh that I wear.
-L. Cohen
So, I guess it's so long once again, nifty person.
HAPPY V.D.
It covered up my soul;
When I am not this hunchback that you see,
I sleep beneath the golden hills.
You who wish to conquer pain,
You must learn, learn to serve me well.
You strike my side by accident
As you go down for your gold.
The cripple here that you clothe and feed
Is neither starved nor cold;
He does not ask for your company,
Not at the centre, the centre of the world.
When I am on a pedestal,
You did not raise me there.
Your laws do not compel me
To kneel grotesque and bare.
I myself am the pedestal
For this ugly hump at which you stare.
You who wish to conquer pain,
You must learn what makes me kind;
The crumbs of love that you offer me,
Theyre the crumbs Ive left behind.
Your pain is no credential here,
Its just the shadow, shadow of my wound.
I have begun to long for you,
I who have no greed;
I have begun to ask for you,
I who have no need.
You say you've gone away from me,
But I can feel you when you breathe.
Do not dress in those rags for me,
I know you are not poor;
You don't love me quite so fiercely now
When you know that you are not sure,
It is your turn, beloved,
It is your flesh that I wear.
-L. Cohen
So, I guess it's so long once again, nifty person.
HAPPY V.D.
halfjack:
if i visit you at work would we be able to hang out?
my computer has been broken.
i fixed it. sort of.
too busy for this shit.
love the ones i love, still.
i fixed it. sort of.
too busy for this shit.
love the ones i love, still.
notthellama:
sorry you are leaving here. sorry your puter r broke. i'll see you around sometime tho right?
mercie:
I'm dancing now. You should come see me and give me money. 
<3
<3i don't really have a whole lot of time to fuck around on here, these days. and i'm trying to cut down on the things that are distracting me from the things i reallyreallyreally want to do.
Most of the words that mean anything have been going into my real journal. Or, spoken, because real-life is really much more fun than binary code and pixels....
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Most of the words that mean anything have been going into my real journal. Or, spoken, because real-life is really much more fun than binary code and pixels....
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halfjack:
watching that made me get all ugh. will you call me back already? i'm worried about you
watching that made me get all ugh. will you call me back already? i'm worried about you
arkane:
I honestly didnt want that video to end! I think im gonna have to rent it.
Im glad you're happy. Maybe you guys can come up to DC and we can hang out again?
Im glad you're happy. Maybe you guys can come up to DC and we can hang out again?
as my brain crack-a-lack-les fizzy whirring braindead sounds, i thought it would be the opportune time to update. i've been writing much more in my personal journals.
i'm in my studio drinking my first cup of coffee since....i don't even know. i'm more of the energy-drink kind of girl, cause coffee hurts my stomach lining. i got off work way early, leaving me time to...
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i'm in my studio drinking my first cup of coffee since....i don't even know. i'm more of the energy-drink kind of girl, cause coffee hurts my stomach lining. i got off work way early, leaving me time to...
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arkane:
Come down this saturday!!!
jabroni:
May the force be with you, young Jedi! 
Thank you thank you thank you to every one who took the time to send me some happiness....i was trying to get myself mentally prepared for something.
Everything is fine. Tuesday was important. It involved a long ( and sometimes uncomfortable- repressed memories and such) talk with someone i knew would be able to point me back in the right direction.
You know what i...
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Everything is fine. Tuesday was important. It involved a long ( and sometimes uncomfortable- repressed memories and such) talk with someone i knew would be able to point me back in the right direction.
You know what i...
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shakti:
i wish you were going to the show. its been far too long for us....
jamielee:
♥ you...
Please send happy words, pictures, quotes, anything you know will make me smile to: EinGlasWein@gmail.com
it's very important.
it's very important.
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jamielee:
I'm sorry I was such a negative nelly on the phone last night. I'm feeling much better after 9 hours of sleep. I miss you. We need to have some hermana time very soon.
♥♥♥♥♥
♥♥♥♥♥
arkane:
well then...
Just a castaway
An island lost at sea
Another lonely day
No-one here but me
More loneliness
Than any man could bear
Rescue me before I fall into despair
Ill send an sos to the world
Ill send an sos to the world
I hope that someone gets my
I hope that someone gets my
I hope that someone gets my
Message in a bottle...
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An island lost at sea
Another lonely day
No-one here but me
More loneliness
Than any man could bear
Rescue me before I fall into despair
Ill send an sos to the world
Ill send an sos to the world
I hope that someone gets my
I hope that someone gets my
I hope that someone gets my
Message in a bottle...
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jamielee:
Are you ok, hermana? Call me if you need anything at all. Or even if you just wanna say hi. I like hearing from you. 
quietlythere:
S H A R K ! ! !
i think tonight i'm grounding myself...to, um, get a little more grounded.
There's this agenda i have, that i keep letting people interrupt. i'm easily distracted. But the weird freak-out moments that've been happening lately are disturbing, and i really need to start tending to some neglected goals, instead of putting everything on pause, onto a grandiose To-do list, in exchange for socially satisfying, liver-impairing...
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There's this agenda i have, that i keep letting people interrupt. i'm easily distracted. But the weird freak-out moments that've been happening lately are disturbing, and i really need to start tending to some neglected goals, instead of putting everything on pause, onto a grandiose To-do list, in exchange for socially satisfying, liver-impairing...
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quietlythere:
the cut looks good
jamielee:
You look beautiful!
I spent plenty of time laughing at funny haircuts on Friday. Then I laughed at my own funny haircut in my new license picture on Saturday. Love you too, hermana.
♥
I spent plenty of time laughing at funny haircuts on Friday. Then I laughed at my own funny haircut in my new license picture on Saturday. Love you too, hermana.
♥
am i a bad person for laughing so hard at this?suckers
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arkane:
im free and bored which is a horrible convination. Give me a call! You got my number?
jamielee:
<3