So yesterday was Valentine's Day which I'm indifferent about, but I am a little upset with myself that I spent the entire weekend in a drunken stupor. After being dumped about 2 weeks before V-day, I decided that it would be a good idea to just drink this weekend. I'm not sure why or how I came to that conclusion but I did, and the end results were not pretty.
Actually I think the only good that came from last night was the compliment I gave our waitress at the bar. After telling her that she was way to pretty to be working on V-Day, she surprised me with her response. I was expecting something to the degree of "Aww you're sweet" that would just be a mask for her thoughts of "great another drunk guy is trying to hit on me." Instead she told me thank you and went on to say that she really appreciated that I complimented her in such a way. In my mind, that was the only good thing that I did in a weekend that was filled with drunken texts and phone calls, insults, overreactions and public urination.
Bottom line: I'm not pleased with myself and I currently plan to improve my life and whatever aspects that I feel are catalysts for my behavior like this. I'm not happy drinking into oblivion like I did this past weekend and what seems like every other time I go out. Hopefully this doesn't turn into full blown alcoholism and that I can stop it before it starts.
Actually I think the only good that came from last night was the compliment I gave our waitress at the bar. After telling her that she was way to pretty to be working on V-Day, she surprised me with her response. I was expecting something to the degree of "Aww you're sweet" that would just be a mask for her thoughts of "great another drunk guy is trying to hit on me." Instead she told me thank you and went on to say that she really appreciated that I complimented her in such a way. In my mind, that was the only good thing that I did in a weekend that was filled with drunken texts and phone calls, insults, overreactions and public urination.
Bottom line: I'm not pleased with myself and I currently plan to improve my life and whatever aspects that I feel are catalysts for my behavior like this. I'm not happy drinking into oblivion like I did this past weekend and what seems like every other time I go out. Hopefully this doesn't turn into full blown alcoholism and that I can stop it before it starts.
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whiplashsmile:
I did. we played the new mario for wii which is intense! You all have to follow each other and be on the same page. its pretty hard
dylanka:
I've heard it was pretty decent. I just feel like video games are a bad idea while intoxicated. Just give me a phone and watch me make an ass of myself for hours. That's generally fun for all.