It has been some time. From this unspeakable passage, over a year has been spent curled in a wretched ball. With wishes for death. Sia's 'Breathe Me' fills my rather awkward transparency with a rosy blush. Even now, as was prevalent in my earliest years - the unfathomable enigma of a 'best fit', be it career, education, or the pathology of a willful hunger was...
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Dear friends,
It's a mental health day. I feel the coiling of suchness, nature speaks. Being a good listener - I submit to the current. Going against the wheel is discordant to the universe. Must find sanctuary in carving out the lampless shade. My phosphorescent grin begins..It may help to know that despite my altruistic wishes, I am a broken thing. Beautiful as my heart...
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It's a mental health day. I feel the coiling of suchness, nature speaks. Being a good listener - I submit to the current. Going against the wheel is discordant to the universe. Must find sanctuary in carving out the lampless shade. My phosphorescent grin begins..It may help to know that despite my altruistic wishes, I am a broken thing. Beautiful as my heart...
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rourke:
Awwwwwwwww wish we could have met 
Dear Peeps,
Spring is rearing her head. Persephone descends. My puckish grin begins..Mindless fact: I heart pomegranate and cherry Yoplait yogurt mixed with Kashi's Go Lean Crunch (Honey Almond & Flax), yum!! I eat it everyday Monday through Friday at work. Perhaps that is the part of my persona that has been labeled by my psychiatrist as having "Asperger syndrome". Read more about it here....
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Spring is rearing her head. Persephone descends. My puckish grin begins..Mindless fact: I heart pomegranate and cherry Yoplait yogurt mixed with Kashi's Go Lean Crunch (Honey Almond & Flax), yum!! I eat it everyday Monday through Friday at work. Perhaps that is the part of my persona that has been labeled by my psychiatrist as having "Asperger syndrome". Read more about it here....
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spring..
adamantine kiss,
diamond oracle
this light, the ache
of a lapis bruise..
soft heather unto
the crushing void
you breathe me in
open the door..
deathless amrita,
on the out breath..
stale corpses renew
the crow nods
limbs crack, thaw.
the lioness moans..
~s
adamantine kiss,
diamond oracle
this light, the ache
of a lapis bruise..
soft heather unto
the crushing void
you breathe me in
open the door..
deathless amrita,
on the out breath..
stale corpses renew
the crow nods
limbs crack, thaw.
the lioness moans..
~s
s_eldorado:
Nice.
dharmalord:
Thx, friend! 
Today, in the wee hours @6:30AM; the world was bathed in a quality of light that was much stronger then I'm accustomed to. In fact, I thought I must have forgotten to set my alarm clock ahead - no, that's on the 15th of March, in eleven more days..In other events, my Tibetan Buddhism mind training card, (Lojong) read: "Don't seek others' pain as the...
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dharmalord:
nothin' but the vry best for u Rourke! <3 <3 <3!! 
Dear peeps. Just sauntering slowly unto the landscape of a few chosen words. Mindless fact: There are over one hundred mature vultures nesting this winter in a tall hearty pine along my drive. Also, my beloved psychiatrist has me branded an erudite. In other news, I walked into Dirty Franks, this place was crawling with hipsters. A half a dozen 24oz PBR's decorated the bar....
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"The aim of life is to live, and to live means to be aware, joyously, drunkenly, serenely, divinely aware." ~Henry Miller
rourke:
Thank you much, it means a lot 