So, I got rid of the roommate! I've been 10000% better since. I'm not scared, I'm not depressed, and I've gotten some of my confidence back. It's ridiculous how much her being here changed me. I am stronger for it all now though.
Life Lesson Learned:
As much as you want to see the good in people, and be the most caring person you can, some people just won't change, and don't deserve that respect. When someone is bringing you down, cut them out. No one has the right to hurt you like that. So I won't let them anymore. I'm still going to be the sweet, respectful, polite person that I know I am. As long as no one takes advantage of it.
People will hear what they want, and think what they want. But I know who I am. In the end, I will be surrounded by the most amazing people. Hell, I already am. Everyone that has been there for me through this difficult time, thank you so much. To the people who gave up, to the people who are going to judge me by what they hear, and the people who think the worst of me, I'm just going to keep right on smiling, because I don't care about your petty thoughts. I'm not the lonely one.
Life Lesson Learned:
As much as you want to see the good in people, and be the most caring person you can, some people just won't change, and don't deserve that respect. When someone is bringing you down, cut them out. No one has the right to hurt you like that. So I won't let them anymore. I'm still going to be the sweet, respectful, polite person that I know I am. As long as no one takes advantage of it.
People will hear what they want, and think what they want. But I know who I am. In the end, I will be surrounded by the most amazing people. Hell, I already am. Everyone that has been there for me through this difficult time, thank you so much. To the people who gave up, to the people who are going to judge me by what they hear, and the people who think the worst of me, I'm just going to keep right on smiling, because I don't care about your petty thoughts. I'm not the lonely one.
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ajames4u2:
I can identify with this 100% right now I'm going through the same ordeal or at least in a way. I loved the commentary above and it reminds me of what I'm trying to do with my situation by staying positive and having the same epiphany that sometimes we all need to weed our gardens to let the flowers and produce thrive.
sagit:
you need to live for yourself! All right thing!