devilsbite

I think I may have discovered a source of my despair.

When I stop and look around me I find few with any inspiration. The goal of most of my associates (friends?) is simply to get through this day and on to the next. Where are the hopes and dreams of people? Where are the empire builders, where are those with true vision?

I've only...
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I met the most amazing woman this weekend under the worst possible circumstances. I had had too much to drink and acted inappropriately with her girlfriend. To my defense I posit that the adoration bestowed was not unappreciated.

The sorted details I will not share, but allow me to say that I have become interested in the Human Race again.

Christ I'm rusty on the...
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Had a great x-mas. I even got a serious "so you're an Atheist that celebrates Christmas...what's up with that?" question.

It was so cute.

My natural reply of course was "loot". Then my follow up "So you're a Christian that dresses up on Halloween...what's up with that?"

Of course then we got on the winter solstice and she got to boil down her theology into...
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I found a wicked cool website with tons of great gun related photography. I think the photographer's name is Oleg Volk, I know you can get to his stuff at olegvolk. I highly recommend you take a peek.

I finally got my new scope mounted on my .17 HMR and can't wait to get out and shoot the bugger. Too bad its minus a...
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Almost a month huh? Lysine is working, new issues arise - diverticulitis (I love tongue twisters) and this week a mysterious and very itchy rash.

The Ex has been an insistent pal, which is nice. My friends haven't called me out on my drunken shenanigans. But then again I've only been having shenanigan outbreaks every couple of weeks instead of every couple of days.

Got...
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Got drunk last night, drove a friends car a block & a half, she wouldn't let me park on the curb, smoked a bowl, refused a hookah & asked for hash. They hate that.

Dreamt of New Orleans last night. It was a magnificent city, displaying a grandeur and energy in its rebuilding the likes of which has never been seen. I saw buildings being...
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My ex sent me this the other day:

Fw: The Pearls
Hi Eric,

So I've decided to forward this email to you even though it speaks of God. I believe the final message it imparts is something you need to know and believe. There are better things out there for you Eric. There are better emotions and better relationships and happier times. There is True...
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