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anything to numb. anything to encourage ignorance.

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if all else fails, i fail, too
i let you down, i fall, too
if all else fails, i fail, too
you jump headfirst, i jump, too
if all else fails, i fail, too
you cut your wrists, i bleed, too
if all else fails, i fail, too
you kill yourself, i die, too

heavy, heavy stuff.

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i've battled loneliness. anorexia. possible borderline disorder. self-injury. alcoholism. drug abuse. self-hatred. attempted suicides.

somehow, im still breathing.

life is a fucking joke. i can manipulate it however i want.

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this whole "neighbour not having internet so i cant leech off of his wifi" bullshit is really starting to get tiring, and i dont like it one bit. mad
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i havent stopped listening to the new Bring Me the Horizon album since i downloaded it last week. there aren't enough words i can find to describe the intensity and absolute talent that they poured into this album, and i think for them to try and top this would result is something less than the perfection this album already is.

i mean, fuck, just listen...
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user0509221117:
I looooove BMTH (: i saw them live 2011 on Nova Rock <3 soo damn great!
daytonawhite:
i've yet to see them minu frown. i had a chance to see them when i used to live in New Jersey back in 2007, but work got in the way frown!
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LIKE THE DESERTS MISS THE RAINNNNNNNN.



all the metal in the world couldnt keep me from listening to this on repeat.
khar:
That's a great song... I can hear it over and over and over and over (...) again!
daytonawhite:
khar, me too! reminds me of when i was a little kid tongue
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the sun is finally shining through bedroom balcony doors after almost two weeks of continuous rain. even though i have to work today, i think it's gonna be a good day today.

im still waiting for the day i can wake up next to someone again. like how things were, before.
khar:
Sunny days make everything better!