crbeams

the soul still loves her
but the rose in my heart
is dieing


this chapter has come to an end....(to but the poem is not)

(I thought IT was a good poem...)



In this world I feel very little comfort
It seems I do not belong here

But every time
I even think of escaping this world
I will not
Cause
All I have to do
Is think of you
Look at you
My love for you
And everything you mean to me
Keeps me here and grounded

I love...
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so death came to vist me again, like she time from time. But this time it was different. know small talk, she had a sad look on her face. I knew what she going to say. choice is get back to by duty as the proud son of the right hand or my time is coming and start saying good by and live.

(just woke...
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my poem I wrote for mothers day.(thank you to all the mothers in the world)
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There is no gift
I can buy
That can come close
For what you have given me
You gave me life
Not just in birth
But every day
Maybe it is your air
I breathe
That keeps me alive
The Love, hope, caring, giving
You share and teach
To...
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april 13 to 17 jacksonville FL for vacation.......now just have to find something to do

A shadow
All I was
So many holes in my soul
And heart
No one could even see me
No emotions or feelings
I was not part of this world

Until a warm breeze filled
The emptiness
A wind that only Mother Nature could do
I was confused
Happy, sad, and feelings that I never
Knew about
Filled my heart and soul

I looked up...
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well it happened. My lords sent a goddess my way and now I am getting married.

oct 13 in san deigo.
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Her soul stares me down
Through her cunning eyes
She asks me a simple question
But the answer is not
"Why do you love me?"
Beauty, caring, perfect soul and etc came to mind
But those are just grains of sands
Blowing in...
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soon July 10 I will have surgery.
It does not matter what it is.
I am luckly
I have the best doctors
friends, family

it just make me think of all
the people that are missing just one of those things
or even all.
thats why when people sasy I will"think or pray for you" I say dont
pray for the others out there.

thank you to everyone
when I look at you
I realize
that someday
I will find
my comfort
in this world.

you have given hope to someone that was not ment to be here

sorry i have not writen any thing or poems. something came up and has taken my thoughts else where.

why.(this is going to be rambled)_
I care about almost everything and everyone
When I was 12 I felt my soul mate die.
never met her. but she was gone from this world
the only time I can see her is when
i travel to the next world(or existst)
but that alowed me to find a faith
that is older than any others. It is...
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