It's all been pretty quiet around here. I've been seriously fucking up this year and been a complete slacker. Right now I'm kind of trying to get my shit together. I've been neglecting all sorts of stuff I want to start doing and some stuff I really need to be doing. Somewhere in my past entries I remember mentioning how I needed/wanted to do stuff like start exercising, find a job, etc. Yeah I haven't really done shit. I'm kind of living on a day by day basis right now. Some days I feel like total shit and can barely even get out of bed. Other days I actually feel pretty good, but that ends when I get bombarded by how shitty things have gotten. Well at least I know that things for a fact suck and have some desire to get my act together, that's a start right?
My dad was supposed to come down last week and give me my parents old couch and tv. I was pretty happy about that. I've been living in my own apartment for almost exactly a year with a tiny tv and only two chairs. So those two things should kick up my pad's radness factor by at least six points. It looks like I'll have to wait at least until June to get that stuff due to things going on (jury duty, visits) with them.
So I'm now halfway through another quarter of school. Sigh...I am so fucking sick of school. If I had something better to go to I would totally drop out right now. College was cool for a while, but it's starting to get annoying. Scratch that, it has been annoying for a while. What makes it even more depressing is that I need two more quarters of math, then I get the privilege of transferring to a real school. Then if I'm lucky I'll be done in two years. You can probably see how it's hard to get excited when you're already totally over something, but have a long time before you can rid your life of it. So basically I might be able to finish with a total of about seven years under my belt.
Do any of you remember that movie Tommy Boy with David Spade and Chris Farley? I remember watching that movie all the time when I was a teenager. There is this part in the beginning when Spade's character meets Farley's at an airport or something. Spade and Farley have this little exchange:
Tommy: Did you hear I graduated?
Richard: Yeah and just a shade under a decade. All right.
Tommy: You know a lot of people go to college for seven years.
Richard: I know, they're called doctors.
Back in the day I used to think the idea of some idiot going to college for seven years was hilarious. I fucking hate that scene now. Maybe if I'm lucky I'll finish school in under ten years. As I said before:
Yeah. That's it. Good stuff, eh?
My dad was supposed to come down last week and give me my parents old couch and tv. I was pretty happy about that. I've been living in my own apartment for almost exactly a year with a tiny tv and only two chairs. So those two things should kick up my pad's radness factor by at least six points. It looks like I'll have to wait at least until June to get that stuff due to things going on (jury duty, visits) with them.
So I'm now halfway through another quarter of school. Sigh...I am so fucking sick of school. If I had something better to go to I would totally drop out right now. College was cool for a while, but it's starting to get annoying. Scratch that, it has been annoying for a while. What makes it even more depressing is that I need two more quarters of math, then I get the privilege of transferring to a real school. Then if I'm lucky I'll be done in two years. You can probably see how it's hard to get excited when you're already totally over something, but have a long time before you can rid your life of it. So basically I might be able to finish with a total of about seven years under my belt.
Do any of you remember that movie Tommy Boy with David Spade and Chris Farley? I remember watching that movie all the time when I was a teenager. There is this part in the beginning when Spade's character meets Farley's at an airport or something. Spade and Farley have this little exchange:
Tommy: Did you hear I graduated?
Richard: Yeah and just a shade under a decade. All right.
Tommy: You know a lot of people go to college for seven years.
Richard: I know, they're called doctors.
Back in the day I used to think the idea of some idiot going to college for seven years was hilarious. I fucking hate that scene now. Maybe if I'm lucky I'll finish school in under ten years. As I said before:
Yeah. That's it. Good stuff, eh?