So yeah...Courtney here, nice to meet you
i'm currently listening to the Dresden Dolls and wishing i had a Dynamite Roll from the new sushi place in town...god it's fucking orgasmic! i'm going there on Thursday (payday) and i'll probably get more when i go Christmas shopping in Portland on Friday. I love being so close to such a great city cause the town i live in is shit. I can't wait to move to Vancouver in a few months...then i'll be like 15 minutes from Portland and i'll be all dancey and shit. LIKE A MONKEY!
"I'm ON Fire!"
i'm hyperactive and cold....fuuuuuuck.
So i may be meeting my baby brother soon...weird to say that. i can't believe it's been almost 10 years since i last saw my father...and now i have a baby brother who is like 5 years old, and i feel a little shitty...now that the past has come back to me and bite me on the ass....see, i now work with my stepmom who i never met till the day she got interviewed at my work...a little strange. well, she got hired and now i get to hear about this family that is mine but doesn't feel like mine and hasn't been mine in ages...arg.
So anyway, today at work one of the cooks was saying that she (stepmom) just doesn't know if she could confront me on the fact that my dad would like to see me and she would like it if i met my brother and that my grandma really misses me...it's been longer since i last saw her...it's not fair but i kinda had to ditch that entire side of my family to save myself tons of grief...and now i may go see the whole gang soon.
![wink](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/wink.6a5555b139e7.gif)
"I'm ON Fire!"
i'm hyperactive and cold....fuuuuuuck.
So i may be meeting my baby brother soon...weird to say that. i can't believe it's been almost 10 years since i last saw my father...and now i have a baby brother who is like 5 years old, and i feel a little shitty...now that the past has come back to me and bite me on the ass....see, i now work with my stepmom who i never met till the day she got interviewed at my work...a little strange. well, she got hired and now i get to hear about this family that is mine but doesn't feel like mine and hasn't been mine in ages...arg.
![surreal](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/surreal.c4753148b56b.gif)
So anyway, today at work one of the cooks was saying that she (stepmom) just doesn't know if she could confront me on the fact that my dad would like to see me and she would like it if i met my brother and that my grandma really misses me...it's been longer since i last saw her...it's not fair but i kinda had to ditch that entire side of my family to save myself tons of grief...and now i may go see the whole gang soon.