it has been a while and i have been drifting.
i'm stretching, sweaty, i'm popping it all back into place. i'm pretending i know what i'm doing. see what i've done? it's all legitimate now, when i hit google google hits back, and it's strange, staring at my name staring back at me.
i've creeped and came up, i joined the 21st century, i quit...
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i'm stretching, sweaty, i'm popping it all back into place. i'm pretending i know what i'm doing. see what i've done? it's all legitimate now, when i hit google google hits back, and it's strange, staring at my name staring back at me.
i've creeped and came up, i joined the 21st century, i quit...
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gilby:
Happy Birthday.
niobe:
Happy Birthday.
it's cheesy, i know, that scene in fight club where it's said "it's only when you've lost everything that you're free to do anything." it's a pretty phrase but for me and i think most people it's a tad unattainable. i dream that my psychotic other half will blow all my anthill mentality's shit the fuck up, it would all be so easy, if my...
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akirali:
good luck in your journay man. And happy birthday. 
kealli:
did i miss that your b-day was the 18th? i was gone all weekend.. update us sometime k?
it's been a long time, hasn't it, since i fooled myself into thinking that anything mattered?
i decided to give it all up, trade it in, set for a spell. it hurts a little bit, when your hair is long enough to poke directly into your eyes and no place else, but you get used to it.
so i've been fucking around... desktop publishing, pokemon...
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i decided to give it all up, trade it in, set for a spell. it hurts a little bit, when your hair is long enough to poke directly into your eyes and no place else, but you get used to it.
so i've been fucking around... desktop publishing, pokemon...
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artslut:
yeah, what are you giving up? 
akirali:
Well if it's what you need, it's what you need. Best of luck to you man.
i save these up i think, i try to reflect on what went wrong and what went right. i write them all disjointed: just now i tab-shifted to the begining and began this double jointed reboot, right in the middle of the following paragraph... seriously, i went out to eat chinese food in the middle of writing this. i pass through my day and try...
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akirali:
Thanks. i like that pic too
artslut:
dude, where are you?!?!?!
i save these up i think, i try to reflect on what went wrong and what went right. i write them all disjointed: just now i tab-shifted to the begining and began this double jointed reboot, right in the middle of the following paragraph... seriously, i went out to eat chinese food in the middle of writing this. i pass through my day and try...
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i felt like i was wearing a disguise... i was incognito, staying away and straying far, far off the proverbial path, led by adventure to a place up by the sea. up and down the coast i went, switchbacking, condensing life as i knew it into what would keep me warm, what could get me drunk, what will fill me up, what might fit into...
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sjtwelve:
spent several days in bakersfield. erin brockovich should pay a visit, no? something evil underground. it's gotta be the oil. too much cancer.
i'm trying to get a handle on the basque culture there. i haven't visited woolgrower's restaurant yet but plan to.
i'm trying to get a handle on the basque culture there. i haven't visited woolgrower's restaurant yet but plan to.
stacie:
thw work week is to an end, no?
in a white trash wonderland, i'm hop-scotching my way through, landing on the chalk lines and smudging up all the little kid's borders. it's the superstar doldrums, starring yours truly, and i just need to get away, let my hair grow out, take off my shirt and let my pale skin blister, let my scars get some sun. they say that it's always better on...
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sjtwelve:
so i've been in bakersfield twice in the past 7 days and i'll be spending more time there. a sadness that hangs in the air there. i'd like to know more about your life growing up in that town...
[Edited on Jun 03, 2004 7:21PM]
[Edited on Jun 03, 2004 7:21PM]
akirali:
i heard about that one too, but no i was just watching the regular one
i'm on my way to a midnight dinner for one, and i see this radioactive perfect couple, a supernatural pacific islander from outer-space duo, and you see the love between them, the cartoon dotted-lines shooting back and forth between their shining black eyes. i judge them i think, "how did a guy like that trick a girl like that into falling in love with him?"...
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sjtwelve:
dear mr. bobby - update already!
sedona666:
Question - what does the tattoo in your pic #7 mean? I know someone who has similar tattoos in black on both forearms and was wondering what it had to do with. Thanks, man!
the tourney was held at my friend's house, a veritable car crash black box recording of a subhuman tempe city-dwelling.
have you ever felt like at a certain place, you had to act like an asshole in order to feel comfortable? like, no matter what, someone there was gonna go outta their way to make sure you didn't sit right? that's how i feel at...
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have you ever felt like at a certain place, you had to act like an asshole in order to feel comfortable? like, no matter what, someone there was gonna go outta their way to make sure you didn't sit right? that's how i feel at...
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randumb_thought:
ok man, hit me up on AIM sometime or email me through SG to let me know when you're around and i'll give you whatever info you need.
oh, and as far as condition, nothing is meant..most of them are toys that i've had for several years. some of them i've bought more recently at toy shows and the like, meaning that others have played with over the years. i'll be very reasonable with the price(s).
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oh, and as far as condition, nothing is meant..most of them are toys that i've had for several years. some of them i've bought more recently at toy shows and the like, meaning that others have played with over the years. i'll be very reasonable with the price(s).
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joscelyne:
Yes I've felt like that. Which is why I'll choose not to drink anything at all that night and just feel miserable the way I did when I arrived in the first place.
And I hope you don't mind that I saved that emo dino pic, because it made me laugh. Hey I didn't steal it!!
And I hope you don't mind that I saved that emo dino pic, because it made me laugh. Hey I didn't steal it!!
she lied... she's a dirty liar and i fell for it... she was just being polite and i was in denial... she said she was saving my feelings but instead she was devouring my dead, rabbit-eared affection... i shoulda known, i probably saw it coming and i just ignored it like so much else in my zombie life...
so, so much for muses... so much...
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so, so much for muses... so much...
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sjtwelve:
beautiful
i can't fucking believe i'm 27 today. in just one more year i will have replaced every cell in my body 4 times over.
i spent last night writing a letter for my father... he finally decided after years of abusive behavior that just maybe he has something wrong with him mentally, so he's sought out the help of the veteran's hospital. so yeah, he's...
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i spent last night writing a letter for my father... he finally decided after years of abusive behavior that just maybe he has something wrong with him mentally, so he's sought out the help of the veteran's hospital. so yeah, he's...
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mothra:
I always double fist. We were at Rula Bula the other night and I ordered two Bud bottles and the witress looked at me like I was insane. Better to let it warm up a little than have to wait for another.
zerogirl:
happy late birthday...we have more in common than you know. mental illness is never easy to deal with, especially when it's your father, someone who's supposed to be a role model for you....my father is schizophrenic, and wasn't diagnosed until i was 14. I hope someday your pop gets the help he needs, there is a good person underneath all of the crap. and, oh, that SUCKS about your gift. nothing is better than unwrapping and opening, newness!!
i'm sorry you had a bad experience...hope things are getting easier.
btw, your art is beautiful-very clean and colorful. i love it.
i'm sorry you had a bad experience...hope things are getting easier.
btw, your art is beautiful-very clean and colorful. i love it.
i knew my valentine's holiday just wouldn't be complete until some girl who i barely know brought up the question of my sexual prowess... and that's exactly what happened.
what was basically said was that since i am not the physical picture of her scrawny masculine ideal, then there is no way that i could ever satisfy a woman.
she doesn't even know me, but...
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what was basically said was that since i am not the physical picture of her scrawny masculine ideal, then there is no way that i could ever satisfy a woman.
she doesn't even know me, but...
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polaris:
Need to get my hands on one of those shirts.