cleric

Went to my 1st meditiation session tonight. Crazy enough, it was done by one of my grade school teachers Mr. Z. I've been more open than I've ever been than any given point in my life. Me, Myfriends Laree & Cole, and 2 older women sat down with him and served tea and talked about things. Then we watched a tape of a Tibeten priest...
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I haven't posted in forever. It's kinda lame actually since I check the site everday. I've been doing alot of getting stuff ready. I think I'm moving to Louisville in the spring. I have to get in contact with U of L later next month to see about me enrolling for next semester. Living in Bardstown is really not for me. I need to be...
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getting another car.....

this one's kind of a fixer-upper, but she's a beaut., it's a pearl white, 77' Impala with lots of chrome. It was going to be registered as a classic car and placed on the market by my mums, but the powers that be have decided for my transmition to go bad in the car I have now and it was going to...
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I never thought that the absence of affection affected me so much. the soft songs of music playing while having one draw on your hand is a high in itself. If this is a drug then I would gladly over dose again and again.

:smells my cash wad: ahhhhh...1500 bux never smelled so good

tonight was a "wow" night. matt had a barn / bonfire party out on his farm. In fact, I just found out about this today. Bardstown is usually soooo boring, and seriously folks, this part got my standing ovation. He got his friends band from Lebanon to play in the barn. they had a make shift stage, ghetto rigged box speakers up in the loft,...
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well, it definetly feels like spring outside, one of my friends suggested I have a bonfire party soon in the back field....

I do believe I should get right on that

I can't express what I feel right now. My cheeks still wet from tears, bloods still tastes fresh in my mouth from biting my lip. I'm spiteful in everyway. I've look for friends in all the wrong places. All I've known for years is an online outlet. Yet I think I'm just fooling myself that I'll actully make any real friends here.

I'm still pretty...
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so, I almot have my PC the way I like it. I just ordered a new headset, dvd burner, some dvdr's, an extra fan, and a blue LED light to make my case look cooler......next thing on my list is a new leather office chair and another gig of ram and I'll be set for the summer.......

oh yeeah btw, this summer is the World...
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went to the tavern tonight.....

go pretty much hosed....

so my friends say "Hey TOM! let's all go out to the bar tonight! ...I get over there, all 4 of em' all well on their way to bowing to the porcelain throne.

2 hrs later I get talked into picking up 2 cracked out drunk chix with a guy that was my friends' friend that...
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ugh.

I'm sitting @ home.

sick.

I've taken anti-biotics. Used Vicks vapor Rub, chloraseptic throat spray, cough drops, & Tylenol. and I think my fever is back.

someone shoot me. irl