Just when you think things can't get worse. Life comes along and KICKS you in the balls.
Where to start...I got offered a job at a new Toyota Manufacturing Plant doing maintanance. I would get paid $8.50-9.50 hr starting. But I had to turn it down cuz our local transit system SUCKS!!! I would have no way of getting to and from. To make things worse I got my 90 evaluation today and that didn't turn out too well. They decided to extend my probationary period 1 more month. Meaning I have 1 month to find me another job. The only reason they extended it is cuz were soo short staffed if not I would of been out on the curb.
Also my dad has decided to make me his personal bank to take money out of whenever he wants too. I had to pay a $250 electric bill the other day on top of the water bill that I normally pay. The electric bill that my deadbeat brother manages to rack up by being here all day listening to gansta rap music, using MY computer and checking his myspace. All he does is eat, shit, sleep and myspace. I don't know how my dad expects me to get a car when everyone and they're mother keeps asking me for money. He's "supposedly" gonna pay me back.
I ended up getting used AGAIN by the opposite sex. I don't know why I let it happen. This time it was by an old friend of mine...yea some friend huh. Well I ended up being a rebound once more. I got a good toss around the bed but that's not what I want. Man I wish I was soooo drunk right now so I wouldn't have to think about anything. But since it's only 9am and I just got home from work I'm gonna go to bed.
At least in my dreams I'm happy.....
Where to start...I got offered a job at a new Toyota Manufacturing Plant doing maintanance. I would get paid $8.50-9.50 hr starting. But I had to turn it down cuz our local transit system SUCKS!!! I would have no way of getting to and from. To make things worse I got my 90 evaluation today and that didn't turn out too well. They decided to extend my probationary period 1 more month. Meaning I have 1 month to find me another job. The only reason they extended it is cuz were soo short staffed if not I would of been out on the curb.
Also my dad has decided to make me his personal bank to take money out of whenever he wants too. I had to pay a $250 electric bill the other day on top of the water bill that I normally pay. The electric bill that my deadbeat brother manages to rack up by being here all day listening to gansta rap music, using MY computer and checking his myspace. All he does is eat, shit, sleep and myspace. I don't know how my dad expects me to get a car when everyone and they're mother keeps asking me for money. He's "supposedly" gonna pay me back.
I ended up getting used AGAIN by the opposite sex. I don't know why I let it happen. This time it was by an old friend of mine...yea some friend huh. Well I ended up being a rebound once more. I got a good toss around the bed but that's not what I want. Man I wish I was soooo drunk right now so I wouldn't have to think about anything. But since it's only 9am and I just got home from work I'm gonna go to bed.
At least in my dreams I'm happy.....
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I hope things start to pick up again soon.
But I'm sorry you're unhappy. That whole gangsta rap thing alone would be enough to have me killing people. Blah.
I'm sure things will look up for you soon enough.