Day-Dreaming
I'd love to be a professional photographer... developing my own pictures in my own darkroom in the basement of the big gorgeous old house that I own, where my children live with my partner and I and our assortment of dogs, who lounge sleepily in the sunshine and our cats, who parade around the large garden either watching the frogs jumping around in the...
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I'd love to be a professional photographer... developing my own pictures in my own darkroom in the basement of the big gorgeous old house that I own, where my children live with my partner and I and our assortment of dogs, who lounge sleepily in the sunshine and our cats, who parade around the large garden either watching the frogs jumping around in the...
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I've had such a good weekend, which makes a change... though not all of it invovled entirely healthy or wise activities, but damnit, you only live once and all that crap... two nights in a row I stayed up until at least 11am partying... and then on monday morning I had wonderfully intimate and tender 'sex'... and I use the '' because we never actually...
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infinity:
complicated situation there. you really do find yourself being pulled in one direction but dont know if youre going there for the right reasons or really want to continue down that path.
think about it, take some time to yourself. if all elase fails just go with it and let things fall where they may.
think about it, take some time to yourself. if all elase fails just go with it and let things fall where they may.
hood:
LOL you may not be the women in the fantasy on my profile but you certainly sound like the women out of my dirty/nasty/sweaty sex fantasies 
it all sounds a little complicated what you have written above, especially the part about the bloke who doesn't know what he wants, and I'm not sure I really have the right to comment on it, so ill just say this, if it makes you feel good dressing more girlie, and your enjoying the compliments (regardless of how new they may be) then keep doing it, personally I cant see why people would call you an ugly monster anyway
Hugs
it all sounds a little complicated what you have written above, especially the part about the bloke who doesn't know what he wants, and I'm not sure I really have the right to comment on it, so ill just say this, if it makes you feel good dressing more girlie, and your enjoying the compliments (regardless of how new they may be) then keep doing it, personally I cant see why people would call you an ugly monster anyway
Hugs
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I am currently in a complete and utter state...
this means I am totally unreliable, more so than usual...
this also means I am hardly online at the moment...
and that I am just not all that able to reply to people's comments or comment on their journals...
and it's not me being mean or selfish or anything like that...
it's me being...
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I am currently in a complete and utter state...
this means I am totally unreliable, more so than usual...
this also means I am hardly online at the moment...
and that I am just not all that able to reply to people's comments or comment on their journals...
and it's not me being mean or selfish or anything like that...
it's me being...
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oxy:
at least there is as many good as bad....its weighing up whither the bad is worth it to get the good.
rdpixie:
Boys are stupider send them to jupiter.
Yes that really is the best thing I have to say about that.
Yes that really is the best thing I have to say about that.
Well, really I just wanted to write a new journal entry to see if I could do it with the new layout... it doesn't seem too difficult... but then I am backward when it comes to computers! 
So Canada is cool... well, actually, it's pretty warm actually, but nevermind.
The sex is groovy and yummy and hawt.... *sigh*
Though I'm in mad crazy lust with...
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So Canada is cool... well, actually, it's pretty warm actually, but nevermind.
The sex is groovy and yummy and hawt.... *sigh*
Though I'm in mad crazy lust with...
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oxy:
yes men are evil
thats why you like us
thats why you like us
rdpixie:
Bellybeard hehe! I never heard that before!
Glad you are having fun missus! Mwah!
Glad you are having fun missus! Mwah!
Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
*jumps up and down*
I'm going to Canada again on thursday... I'm so excited! It's only for four weeks this time, but I love that place so much... it feels so much like home.
I've just actually applied to the SGCanadaWest group... I wonder if they'll let me in or not... can only wait and see!
*sigh*
I'm flying direct to Edmonton this time...
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*jumps up and down*
I'm going to Canada again on thursday... I'm so excited! It's only for four weeks this time, but I love that place so much... it feels so much like home.
I've just actually applied to the SGCanadaWest group... I wonder if they'll let me in or not... can only wait and see!
*sigh*
I'm flying direct to Edmonton this time...
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argene:
Have a nice time on your trip!
jericho:
Hope the trip is going awesome hon and I hope all your down below bits are sore with all the wonderful sex you are having!
I still haven't caught up with catching up....
But that's partly because I've got a part-time job now... working in my most favourite gay bar in Bournemouth.... it's fantastic, I love it so much!
The problem (not that it's really a problem as such, it just means I don't get online really) is that my bosses are very... 'relaxed'.... and that usually means one shift...
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But that's partly because I've got a part-time job now... working in my most favourite gay bar in Bournemouth.... it's fantastic, I love it so much!
The problem (not that it's really a problem as such, it just means I don't get online really) is that my bosses are very... 'relaxed'.... and that usually means one shift...
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jericho:
an orgasm from a kiss.....awesome!
dangerman:
were I gay, that would sound like a lovely time....still sounds pretty damn fun! 
I've been really very ill...
I'm still not much better... but the fact I'm typing this shows some improvement!
I've been reading comments and messages that people have left, and replying to a few of them here and there... but more than that, I just couldn't manage... and I still can't really... so I apologise sincerely...
I haven't even been looking at the SG sets......
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I'm still not much better... but the fact I'm typing this shows some improvement!
I've been reading comments and messages that people have left, and replying to a few of them here and there... but more than that, I just couldn't manage... and I still can't really... so I apologise sincerely...
I haven't even been looking at the SG sets......
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infinity:
1. My ex is: not-applicable.
2. I am listening to: ripped stream of internet radio from this afternoon
3. Maybe I should: eat dinner then study a bit
4. I love: getting work done ahead of schedule and getting to slack.
5. My best friend[s] are: quality not quantity
6. I don't understand: nuclear physics
7. I lose: when im up against my own frustration
8. People say: "what the hell is that on your left wrist" hehe, ok i dont get many of those lately since most people i know have long since seen the tattoo
9. The meaning of my display name is: infinity is hard to define it basically means as large of a number as is possible.
10. Love is: the best and worst thing in the world. agreed.
11. Somewhere, someone is: masticating. heh.
12. I will always: be a bit too smart for my own good
13. Forever seems: like something i heard about getting ink
14. I never want to: be in that 53 year old in the chem/geology building elevator again
15. My cell phone is: customized but would be better if i had video
16. When I wake up in the morning: I want to go back to sleep - agreed.
17. I get annoyed when: stupid things take too long to do
18. Parties are: awesome if its hosted by good people and friends are there
19. My dog is: dont have one
20. Kisses are the worst when: you want more but you cant have it - agreed!
21. Today I will: study a lot.
22. Tonight I will: study study study
23. Tomorrow I will: the same as today
24. I really want: something that i really dont know if i should have...
And one more for good measure... but not so depressing!
Type your FIRST REACTION when you hear these 35 words
(don't spend time thinking - just your gut reaction)
1. Cigarettes: cancer
2. Sex:
3. Relationships: annoying and frustrating
4. Your Last Ex: not-applicable
5. Power Rangers: hehe.
6. Marijuana: ganja?
7. Crack: "do you smoke rocks???"
8. Drink: alcohol
9. This President: no-comment.
10. War: not justified
11. Cars: fast
12. Gas Prices: dont know i dont drive lately
13. Halloween: fun holiday for some people
14. Bon Jovi: livin on a prayer
15. Religion: questionable
16. MySpace: worse than SG
17. Worst Fear: loneliness -agreed
18. Marriage: life long
19. Fashion: too mainstream
20. Brunettes: could be good
21. Redheads: mmmmm
22. Work: ahhhhhhhhhhhh
23. Pass the time: computer.
24. Football: american football league
25. One night Stands: could be reckless
26. Pet Peeve: bad grammar
27. Pixie Stix: sugar
28. Vanilla Ice: ripped off queen's under pressure
29. Porta Potties: knocked over they look funny
30. High school: shite.
31. Pajamas: nice
32. Wood: is it hard?
33. Surfers: hawaii
34. Pictures: canon SLR
35. First Love: was a good time while it lasted
2. I am listening to: ripped stream of internet radio from this afternoon
3. Maybe I should: eat dinner then study a bit
4. I love: getting work done ahead of schedule and getting to slack.
5. My best friend[s] are: quality not quantity
6. I don't understand: nuclear physics
7. I lose: when im up against my own frustration
8. People say: "what the hell is that on your left wrist" hehe, ok i dont get many of those lately since most people i know have long since seen the tattoo
9. The meaning of my display name is: infinity is hard to define it basically means as large of a number as is possible.
10. Love is: the best and worst thing in the world. agreed.
11. Somewhere, someone is: masticating. heh.
12. I will always: be a bit too smart for my own good
13. Forever seems: like something i heard about getting ink
14. I never want to: be in that 53 year old in the chem/geology building elevator again
15. My cell phone is: customized but would be better if i had video
16. When I wake up in the morning: I want to go back to sleep - agreed.
17. I get annoyed when: stupid things take too long to do
18. Parties are: awesome if its hosted by good people and friends are there
19. My dog is: dont have one
20. Kisses are the worst when: you want more but you cant have it - agreed!
21. Today I will: study a lot.
22. Tonight I will: study study study
23. Tomorrow I will: the same as today
24. I really want: something that i really dont know if i should have...
And one more for good measure... but not so depressing!
Type your FIRST REACTION when you hear these 35 words
(don't spend time thinking - just your gut reaction)
1. Cigarettes: cancer
2. Sex:
3. Relationships: annoying and frustrating
4. Your Last Ex: not-applicable
5. Power Rangers: hehe.
6. Marijuana: ganja?
7. Crack: "do you smoke rocks???"
8. Drink: alcohol
9. This President: no-comment.
10. War: not justified
11. Cars: fast
12. Gas Prices: dont know i dont drive lately
13. Halloween: fun holiday for some people
14. Bon Jovi: livin on a prayer
15. Religion: questionable
16. MySpace: worse than SG
17. Worst Fear: loneliness -agreed
18. Marriage: life long
19. Fashion: too mainstream
20. Brunettes: could be good
21. Redheads: mmmmm
22. Work: ahhhhhhhhhhhh
23. Pass the time: computer.
24. Football: american football league
25. One night Stands: could be reckless
26. Pet Peeve: bad grammar
27. Pixie Stix: sugar
28. Vanilla Ice: ripped off queen's under pressure
29. Porta Potties: knocked over they look funny
30. High school: shite.
31. Pajamas: nice
32. Wood: is it hard?
33. Surfers: hawaii
34. Pictures: canon SLR
35. First Love: was a good time while it lasted
oxy:
hope your feeling better <3
I STILL haven't managed to catch up with everyone I need to catch up with... I'm sorry about that... I've been in a bit of a fog of late and that means I'm kind of lost in nothingness so I never get anything done... maybe it's the lack of sex! 
I just sneezed and my nipples have gone rock-hard.... does that happen to anyone else?...
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I just sneezed and my nipples have gone rock-hard.... does that happen to anyone else?...
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balboa:
eheh thanks!!!!!
I promise...
to not make promises I know I won't be able to keep
to do what I say I'll do
to attempt to better myself in the ways we discussed
to think about what I need to do for myself
to stop trying to save everyone when I know I can't
to engage my brain before I open my mouth
to try my hardest...
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to not make promises I know I won't be able to keep
to do what I say I'll do
to attempt to better myself in the ways we discussed
to think about what I need to do for myself
to stop trying to save everyone when I know I can't
to engage my brain before I open my mouth
to try my hardest...
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brandi77:
24/7 vigil in front of the computer. Haha. That's me on SG when I try to work on a paper.
kelski:
Did you have an amazing time darl? Welcome home, back to the fold.
You have some well worthy lustings! Clearly you have awesome taste!
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You have some well worthy lustings! Clearly you have awesome taste!
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I've been so sick!
For around five days, I couldn't move without getting totally out of breath... this was not good for the whole having-sex thing... even masturbation was kinda out of the question... stupid airplanes and their stupid recycled germ-filled crappy air.
Anyway... I'm getting better now... I managed about two and a half days of fantastic sex and then the sickness hit both...
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oxy:
cant wait till your back
j_r:
Hope you feel better, and get laid soon!
Firstly... thank you to everyone who replied to my last entry and was so lovely... I don't quite know where all that came from but I know I can't actually do anything to really help her unless she does something herself... it's out of my hands.
Secondly... if I don't get some sleep soon I think I may actually die, lol... either from sheer exhaustion...
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Secondly... if I don't get some sleep soon I think I may actually die, lol... either from sheer exhaustion...
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_lu_:
Well that was actually the first time i'd seen snow in something like ten years...hence the excitement...everytime there has been even the tiniest amount of snow in bournemouth i've been elsewhere!
Anyway i'm sure there's more than enough exciting things for you to be doing in Canada to be bothered about the lack of snow!
Anyway i'm sure there's more than enough exciting things for you to be doing in Canada to be bothered about the lack of snow!
YYYYYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYY.....
I managed, somehow, to get cheap last minute tickets and I'm going back to Canada on thursday... only four days to go! I can't quite believe it, it's all so surreal... I'm going to see my boy again, and he's already got two lovely ladies waiting to meet me, if you know what I mean!
Oooooh, I'm so excited! *jumps up and down*
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I managed, somehow, to get cheap last minute tickets and I'm going back to Canada on thursday... only four days to go! I can't quite believe it, it's all so surreal... I'm going to see my boy again, and he's already got two lovely ladies waiting to meet me, if you know what I mean!
Oooooh, I'm so excited! *jumps up and down*
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moonlite:
I did that once now I have a son
moonlite:
I'll try not to
of course as i know from some of my studies in science that there is no such thing as an ideal anything. sucks that life happens to work the same way but what are ya gonna do? well what you can do is make it as close to ideal as possible. similar things happen with science - there might be no such thing as a truly ideal gas but hydrogen is pretty darn close. so what am i trying to say here? we all want perfect lives but it aint possible so make the most of what youve got.
no worries about being out of touch...i've been both busy and without reliable internet to call my own.
but my dreams are starting to come true and it's thrilling. i'm sure they won't all come true (actually can't because some are conflicting) but it's enough that one or two are.
big big big hugs and miss you smooches