so, it's mid-january, and st. john's, newfoundland, has no snow. and it's WARM. i don't care what the reasons behind this weather are, all i know is that i LOVE it.
i'm fucking swamped with schoolwork.
school is stressing me out, and i've been getting intense cravings for nicotine. i haven't had a cigarette in over three months, but this past week, i've literally had to fight the urge everyday. today, i actually went to the store and stood in line, and ran out at the last minute before i could buy a pack.
more importantly than the resurfacing of my bad habits, i'm extremely interested in someone who hasn't shown the slightest interest in me. this is the first time in a long time i've formed a crush on someone that didn't hit on me first. i'm excited to have this secret. it's fun to hang out with someone, and have these feelings, but never let on.
i'm really interested in this person.
but, want to know a secret? i'm scared to death of rejection. yep.
i'm fucking swamped with schoolwork.
school is stressing me out, and i've been getting intense cravings for nicotine. i haven't had a cigarette in over three months, but this past week, i've literally had to fight the urge everyday. today, i actually went to the store and stood in line, and ran out at the last minute before i could buy a pack.
more importantly than the resurfacing of my bad habits, i'm extremely interested in someone who hasn't shown the slightest interest in me. this is the first time in a long time i've formed a crush on someone that didn't hit on me first. i'm excited to have this secret. it's fun to hang out with someone, and have these feelings, but never let on.
i'm really interested in this person.
but, want to know a secret? i'm scared to death of rejection. yep.
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oh, you only live once and situations when the "butterflies" come around let you knwo you are alive!!!
do it, do it, your life is ticking away right NOW.
if the person says no then so be it, being deal there are mant people and it is always worse to live w/ regrate then to deal w/ rejection.