My cat died on Wednesday last. My g/f was over with her twins and I went 'round the corner to close the door to the guest bathroom---that's where the litter box, cat food, and cat water (she needed distilled water) were kept. We keep it closed for now as the twins, at 13 months, are into everything. I'd just forgotten until one of them took...
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liathach:
Old bean! Am I that obvious? I've never been nationally stereotyped before!!! 
kittenbot:
A web cam and a glass dildo works for now! 
You think the pictures were something, you should hear what I was telling the poor girl strapped and buckled onto the damn thing---every five smacks; the nice thing about establishing a rhythm is that your Bottom knows her bottom is going to be smacked, and that's incendiary. Of course, one ought to mix in a bit of caressing, kissing, and exploration, just to keep one's...
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necia:
Oh, my.
. . . Another story, you say? I'll keep my fingers crossed.
. . . Another story, you say? I'll keep my fingers crossed.
kittenbot:
Where are you?
Sets I want to see, just from today's front page: Zulie, Fractal, Machiko, Willandra, Rambo. And I want to read and comment on Thistle's blog; and I have posts and threads in Girl's Only and Poly and SG Feminist Groups, and a couple in the sprawling brawl that is the Boards.
I was webbing about on Saturday when I came across some old pictures of...
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I was webbing about on Saturday when I came across some old pictures of...
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sherrillee:
TEASE!
How can you post something like this without pics. I'm very visual. I need pics.
How can you post something like this without pics. I'm very visual. I need pics.
mrsted_stryker:
SEEEEE? Sherrillee wants pics too!!!!
I suck at blogging. In my partial and not particularly convincing defence, I do post to the boards fairly often, and I am rather active in some Groups; which is part of the problem, to be frank. I have generally written many a good blog topic out in a post or in a private message, leaving me with lame topics like the siding on my...
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liathach:
May I point out that, although you don't blog that regularly, when you do they are always extremely good. Quality, not quantity...a lesson I could learn from!
The siding is up, our phone---knocked out by the siding guys---is back on, the house is mostly painted and looks wonderful, none of our lights are back up, the back porch is still roofless, and there is one window still not done at all...but it finally seems like it might end.
Went down to the beach for Memorial day and had a good time. Both...
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Went down to the beach for Memorial day and had a good time. Both...
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tai_:
I can't remember exactly. It was either something dental or something to do with her heart. I can't remember whether or not she survived though 
mrsted_stryker:
I miss you. Like a LOT A LOT!
What set? I wanna see.
What set? I wanna see.
My house is being sided. I am behind on my work and my new project. My g/f is on her way over for a date, and since there are three construction workers out back, and all the sunlight-blocking screens are down, it should be an amazing date, as she has a "thing" about getting caught, even though she's actually terrified of getting caught. So lucky...
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lillithvain:
Evil, who me??? Noooo Wayyyyy
merlowe:
so how did the siding go?
Brad Warner wrote an article about suicide, which combined with Sherrillee's blog, decided me on writing this:
The very first girlfriend I ever had killed herself in my barn. She was my best, and really, my only, friend when I was growing up. She walked the few miles to our farm, went into the upper barn, and climbed up into the loft---where we had...
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The very first girlfriend I ever had killed herself in my barn. She was my best, and really, my only, friend when I was growing up. She walked the few miles to our farm, went into the upper barn, and climbed up into the loft---where we had...
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merlowe:
OH my u gotta get a body pillow but for her...make her sleep with it..between her legs..then we she leaves YOU can sleep with it ..Hell up your nose if you wanna!!
merlowe:
This is one cupcake that needs to update her blog
For Gyllien...(a bit of extemporaneous prose by actual me, apologies for the High Fantasy tone, I'm in one of those moods...)
Of old there was Oraman, the Shining City of The East, and it was a Light amid the Darkness, and all that was fair and bright and wonderful lay safe behind the mighty walls of that fortress. If in later days we came to...
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Of old there was Oraman, the Shining City of The East, and it was a Light amid the Darkness, and all that was fair and bright and wonderful lay safe behind the mighty walls of that fortress. If in later days we came to...
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missmir:
Wow that's very kind of you.
I managed to get ahold of an old friend of mine from college and he's letting me use his shower and bathroom. Yay!!
... I'm so glad i found his number. It is UNUSUALLY hot here. It was 93 degrees yesterday! It was even hot at night. I'm sure you know, it's never hot at night here. I actually saw the moon! lol No fog, no wind, just heat. Really not a good time to be without a shower.
I managed to get ahold of an old friend of mine from college and he's letting me use his shower and bathroom. Yay!!
... I'm so glad i found his number. It is UNUSUALLY hot here. It was 93 degrees yesterday! It was even hot at night. I'm sure you know, it's never hot at night here. I actually saw the moon! lol No fog, no wind, just heat. Really not a good time to be without a shower.
mrsted_stryker:
Where HAVENT I gone? lol
I try to go somewhere everyday... I jsut cant sit around and miss my ex anymore. Now that I am mobile I am out living my life again...it feels so much better.
Although I still miss him like crazy.. sigh
I try to go somewhere everyday... I jsut cant sit around and miss my ex anymore. Now that I am mobile I am out living my life again...it feels so much better.
Although I still miss him like crazy.. sigh
This is an answer to a blog post made by Morrigan, which I tried to post the other day but was foiled by my computer gaaking...it's not particularly complimentary, but it's true, or at least honest...
So...you are absolutely right; and I am as guilty as any other lesbian. I don't like it, but that doesn't magically change my immediate reaction to a woman...
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So...you are absolutely right; and I am as guilty as any other lesbian. I don't like it, but that doesn't magically change my immediate reaction to a woman...
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setsuka:
After reading this I understand your view a bit more. I understand why you would be frustrated with many women who claim to be bisexual. It is very frustrating as a real bisexual woman. No one ever believes me. Thank you for taking the time to write this. It is very eye-opening.
And here's the bit of not-so-good-verse I was looking for:
A Soldier (by actual me, is copyright, not published)
They say of me I knew no Fear,
Though fear was all I knew;
They say of me I loved my Flag,
Though it's not the Flag I miss;
They make of me Some One I'm not,
And ignore the One I Am.
And Yet I...
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A Soldier (by actual me, is copyright, not published)
They say of me I knew no Fear,
Though fear was all I knew;
They say of me I loved my Flag,
Though it's not the Flag I miss;
They make of me Some One I'm not,
And ignore the One I Am.
And Yet I...
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tai_:
thank you! Savage does look pretty ironic when put next to pink panties. If I ever get the right lighting and location, and work out how to focus my camera right before I run into the picture I will be happy!
I hope you are doing well!
thank you! Savage does look pretty ironic when put next to pink panties. If I ever get the right lighting and location, and work out how to focus my camera right before I run into the picture I will be happy!
I hope you are doing well!
mrsted_stryker:
Its true. But in my defense, its a DISEASE!
When he came out in January I stole 2 shirts and a flannel! bahahahaha now I need his socks too!
I would steal his undies and pants, but his butt is smaller than mine and they wont fit.
NOT that I tried!
When he came out in January I stole 2 shirts and a flannel! bahahahaha now I need his socks too!
I would steal his undies and pants, but his butt is smaller than mine and they wont fit.
NOT that I tried!
Here's a bit of verse---not very good verse, mind---that I stumbled upon the other day, looking for another bit of not-very-good-verse. It seemed timely, somehow...
The Five Queens
by Actual Me (is copyright & published)
Old She is,
Ageless as the Oak and Crowned with Holly;
Her Voice the cracking of Mountains ageing,
Her Wisdom the deeps of ancient Seas;
The Crone is She.
Strong...
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The Five Queens
by Actual Me (is copyright & published)
Old She is,
Ageless as the Oak and Crowned with Holly;
Her Voice the cracking of Mountains ageing,
Her Wisdom the deeps of ancient Seas;
The Crone is She.
Strong...
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tai_:
Absolutely beautiful! 
tai_:
I saw all kinds of little prints near this big drain. The kitties (or whatever made them) must have horribly muddy feet
Cedar is something ridiculous---14,000 I heard from a bad of 5,000 (or 8,000)---so all of us get to enjoy cedar fever (a variant of hay fever, apparently).
The bummer about this---beyond the usual---is that Chemotherapy "compromises" one's immune system, permanently. On top of that, the specific "protocol" I got effected the susceptibility of my lungs to "flora" (I know, I have flowers in my lungs...)....
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The bummer about this---beyond the usual---is that Chemotherapy "compromises" one's immune system, permanently. On top of that, the specific "protocol" I got effected the susceptibility of my lungs to "flora" (I know, I have flowers in my lungs...)....
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mrsted_stryker:
Thank you so much! Your message truly made me feel better!
I LOVE that all my friends give me hugs and try to send love because lets face it, online there is not much one can do. Sometimes validation is what is best tho. Knowing that its ok that I hurt... its ok that I cry.. and its ok that the fact that my foot wont get all better makes me a very angry woman!
I have done nothing but cry all day. I know that I am going to get to see my sweetie, but the pain and the cold is just really kicking my ass. I cant sleep, because apparently in my sleep I stretch and the pain wakes me up and makes me throw up and shake.
I think that the only thing I am truly tired of.. is that I cry all the time. If someone is here, I can hold it back, but the second i am alone all week (which is actually a lot) I sob.
Its funny that everyone thinks that the only things I have going on are 1. my leg 2. this cold/flu and 3. that I miss my sweetie! As if that isnt enough.. I have more that is bothering me.
I have tried so hard to be positive. I might blog about my health and what not, but I always try to be happy on others blogs.. and spread some cheer. I try to let ppl know that a positive attitude goes a long way.. which it DOES.. but its hard to spend all my positive energy on others, when I need some myself.
Being online has given me some of the best friends and best times of my life... but when it comes down to it... I am just another face on the internet. Just another woman that is naked, just another punching bag, and just someone else that has a whole list of issues she is trying to work out. I am no different that the next shmo...and often... that is very apparent to me.
Thank you honey.. thank you so very much!
I LOVE that all my friends give me hugs and try to send love because lets face it, online there is not much one can do. Sometimes validation is what is best tho. Knowing that its ok that I hurt... its ok that I cry.. and its ok that the fact that my foot wont get all better makes me a very angry woman!
I have done nothing but cry all day. I know that I am going to get to see my sweetie, but the pain and the cold is just really kicking my ass. I cant sleep, because apparently in my sleep I stretch and the pain wakes me up and makes me throw up and shake.
I think that the only thing I am truly tired of.. is that I cry all the time. If someone is here, I can hold it back, but the second i am alone all week (which is actually a lot) I sob.
Its funny that everyone thinks that the only things I have going on are 1. my leg 2. this cold/flu and 3. that I miss my sweetie! As if that isnt enough.. I have more that is bothering me.
I have tried so hard to be positive. I might blog about my health and what not, but I always try to be happy on others blogs.. and spread some cheer. I try to let ppl know that a positive attitude goes a long way.. which it DOES.. but its hard to spend all my positive energy on others, when I need some myself.
Being online has given me some of the best friends and best times of my life... but when it comes down to it... I am just another face on the internet. Just another woman that is naked, just another punching bag, and just someone else that has a whole list of issues she is trying to work out. I am no different that the next shmo...and often... that is very apparent to me.
Thank you honey.. thank you so very much!
mrsted_stryker:
Ya i thought it was funny too... I dont know about this place lately. NO sense of humor and everyone is so sad and grouchy! 
I wish I could make it all better!!
The name change wasnt going to stay.. it was just for a day for fun. I am Fishii and always will be!
But it WAS funny tho huh? Aldremech gave me that nickname and its so funny!
I wish I could make it all better!!
The name change wasnt going to stay.. it was just for a day for fun. I am Fishii and always will be!
But it WAS funny tho huh? Aldremech gave me that nickname and its so funny!