Haven't updated in awhile.....that's odd. Anywho, not much new going on. Work's been totally shitty and it leaves me tired and drained. Both bands are doing great and I have a bunch of shows coming up. I think I have a crush on a girl!!! Those who know me will tell you that this is very unlike me. I've just been dirtbagging it up since...
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miss_magenta:
i miss you and i hope you are doing well sweetie.
ally:
those are some cute FUCKING kitties in your pix!
So....... I just washed the blood off of my hands. Don't fuck with me or my crew or my friends. You will get beat. Jock-ass, Blink182 lookin motherfuckers better think before they speak. Your lip-ring doesn't make you hard. You should be thankful that the cops rolled up before more of your blood got spilled on my sidewalk. And the guy that ran while his...
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indie:
pretty kitties...
noelani:
I think it's time you changed your journal entry. And here's what it should say:
Jazmin asked me to come down to SF and visit her and go to the Decompression party. Even though I think it's going to be a hippie fest I'm still going to go and I'm going to have fun damnit.
Yup, that's what it should say.
Jazmin asked me to come down to SF and visit her and go to the Decompression party. Even though I think it's going to be a hippie fest I'm still going to go and I'm going to have fun damnit.
Yup, that's what it should say.
It's a chilly nite here in my city. The first one in awhile actually. It's the kind of nite that makes you want to just lay closely to somebody who loves you. Alas, fate has left me with no such options. At least Lenny is here to help purr away my loneliness. But it's just not quite the same.
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last nite i dreamt
that...
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last nite i dreamt
that...
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marge:
I'd volunteer. I spent the chilly night alone as well -- literally shaking from the cold . . .
of course, that might be because I walked home from the bar, shirked off all my clothes and promptly passed out on the floor in front of the stereo with no blanket.
Hah.
of course, that might be because I walked home from the bar, shirked off all my clothes and promptly passed out on the floor in front of the stereo with no blanket.
Hah.
madatalice:
oh kitten.... lets have a SLUMBER PARTY!!! With loads of people. that way no one is lonely! and we could get totally loaded cause that makes everything better (and warmer)!
So, I finally have a chance to sit down and tell you about my weekend. One of my best friends and I went down to San Francisco with a dream of seeing Social Distortion two nites in a row. We had no tickets and no plans. But we ended up getting in both nites and having a great fucking time. Two of the best shows...
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dave_h:
hey at the BBQ I was talking to a buddy of yours (bass player? jimmy?) about my mandolin. tell him I'm sorry if I came across like a space case. I was a little out of it at the moment. anyways, tell him about my website ( www.modernmando.com ) if he wants to hear more of my stuff.
krustilina:
Hooray! I was at the Social D. show on Friday night, it was excellent! I am glad you had fun, and you are a lucky bastard for getting to go again on Saturday.
Praying for myself.
These thoughts I try to hide.
I have faith in me and hope this will survive.
But it's tearing me apart.
I can't hear the words by which I guide.
So I must ask again who will carry me.
I will not deny that nothing can defend
from the helplessness that's cutting deep inside,
and I cannot prevent the thought that nothing's...
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These thoughts I try to hide.
I have faith in me and hope this will survive.
But it's tearing me apart.
I can't hear the words by which I guide.
So I must ask again who will carry me.
I will not deny that nothing can defend
from the helplessness that's cutting deep inside,
and I cannot prevent the thought that nothing's...
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roxymonoxcide:
Sacto rules!
greggster:
its been so lonely without you
Can I just start over?
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giga_geo:
yes, just set the reset button.
midori:
Well, if they were girls, yeah. That would suck. But not otherwise.
Tortured thoughts
Blackened hearts
My return shines as bright as a million suns
You are left
Left as nothing
A burnt ember is all that you can ever be
You are done
Burnt out
Tragically fatal mistakes.........
Blackened hearts
My return shines as bright as a million suns
You are left
Left as nothing
A burnt ember is all that you can ever be
You are done
Burnt out
Tragically fatal mistakes.........
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midori:
come down monday. for serious. or else.
midori:
THAT guy showed up last night. Where were you? What about on our wedding day? Of the two of you, he has the better track record, I must say.
If you lose me, you lose a good thing
And that's one thing I know for sure
If you lose me girl, you lose a good thing
And that's one thing I know for sure
When you were sick I held your hand
When you were in trouble I tried to understand
To stay with you I'd do anything I can
Cuz losing you was...
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And that's one thing I know for sure
If you lose me girl, you lose a good thing
And that's one thing I know for sure
When you were sick I held your hand
When you were in trouble I tried to understand
To stay with you I'd do anything I can
Cuz losing you was...
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midori:
I miss you! Come back soon! I hope moving is okay...
miss_magenta:
i miss you. i hope you are doing well sweetie! *hugs*
Poetry wednesday:
Poisoned heart, blackened, bleeding
Lifeless, drowning in desperation
Shattered, destroyed, empty, dead....
Pray for forgiveness,
It falls on deaf ears,
Your life is decaying,
Enshrouded by fear
A lifetime is wasted
Your self-building cell
Entraps you, surrounds you
Your own burning hell
Sorrow injected
It pumps through the veins
Heart unprotected
Falls victim to pain
Hope clouded by
The mystery of pain
I...
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Poisoned heart, blackened, bleeding
Lifeless, drowning in desperation
Shattered, destroyed, empty, dead....
Pray for forgiveness,
It falls on deaf ears,
Your life is decaying,
Enshrouded by fear
A lifetime is wasted
Your self-building cell
Entraps you, surrounds you
Your own burning hell
Sorrow injected
It pumps through the veins
Heart unprotected
Falls victim to pain
Hope clouded by
The mystery of pain
I...
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midori:
NO! I love you!! I even love Sacramento! I just don't feel like driving up there, even if it is to hang out with you! Instead, I'm gonna go rub elbows with uber-hipsters at the Belle and Sebastian *after party* (say it with me, "oooooh"....)
kristi:
How are you doin darlin? I just started my classes today..woo hoo...they are actually really awesome so far..one class is called Modern China through Film...its rad. 
Hope you are doin abso-fucking-lutely wonderful. hehe cuz you should be.
x to the o
Hope you are doin abso-fucking-lutely wonderful. hehe cuz you should be.
x to the o
I smile while you bleed,
I laugh as you cry,
The world is so fair now,
When vengeance is mine....
I laugh as you cry,
The world is so fair now,
When vengeance is mine....
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midori:
Hot, and BITCHY ex. Who misses her only vice terribly. Oh dear god, I miss my cigarettes.
On the upside, the craving makes me extraordinarily horny. Its weird. So I've got something to do with my hands at least.
On the upside, the craving makes me extraordinarily horny. Its weird. So I've got something to do with my hands at least.
midori:
I WILL DEEEEESSSSSSSTROOOOYYYYYY YOOOOOOOOOUUU!!!!
So, last nite was quite interesting. I ended up hanging out with my ex girlfriend (not the one I've been bitching about lately, the one before her) for like 3 hours. She was my first love, I hadn't seen her in at least 2 years. I was nervous cuz I knew she would be at this party, but I figured it was time to face...
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midori:
there is no such thing as fate. it is all the Gods' doing. Bastards.
jivesucka52:
That is crazy shit. My first ex was real young and we still hang out. WE fucked not long ago. SHe was from the beginning of this year. My new ex is on and off again. I don't know if we're coming or going but we still fuck and shit. Weird shit too. WE could die tonight. Me more likely than you.
And Ginger's gettin so big now,
You should see her she's beautiful,
But you'll never see her
She won't even be at your funeral.......
Fuck off,,,,,,
You want your "space"?
You got it. Go to hell. Fucking bitch.
You should see her she's beautiful,
But you'll never see her
She won't even be at your funeral.......
Fuck off,,,,,,
You want your "space"?
You got it. Go to hell. Fucking bitch.
miss_magenta:
i am dead.... dead to you as can be.
take care sweetie. *sending you lots of hugs and smiles*
take care sweetie. *sending you lots of hugs and smiles*
jeremy:
Remind me to buy you a beer next time I see you.
Speaking of which, I *may* be in the sacramento area next weekend. maybe...
Speaking of which, I *may* be in the sacramento area next weekend. maybe...