i am falling apart.
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I just recorded12 minutes of me rambling and bawling to myself, because I feel like I have no one to talk to. There is nothing in this world more unattractive than someone having a mental breakdown on camera..... although, on some level, watching it back makes me separate it like it was a TV show. A bad one, but yeah.
Have I mentioned that I'm just a shell of my former self right now?
My last name should be Bateman.