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Man, it's been a long time since I've been on here!

For a while, it was because my stupid password wasn't working, but I guess I just got lucky last night biggrin

How's everybody been?!

Things have been totally fine on my end :]

I got myself an amazing boyfriend, I've come to realize who my true friends are, I haven't been doing that well in...
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BOYS ARE DUMB SOMETIMES.

>:[


But this time, I've realized it's not my fault.
I don't always have to be accommodating.

Sure, I might like that person a lot, but that's not reason to stick it out and be miserable, right?
Sometimes you have to let go of a good thing in order to find a better one.

Maybe I'm crazy, but that's just the...
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Okay...

When a guy says, "I really don't want to rush into anything. I'd rather know exactly what I want, and have a good future relationship than try to figure out everything in the beginning.", doesn't that usually mean, "Well, I don't really want a relationship, I'm just leading you on."?

He told me it's definitely not like that, but I'm just so paranoid that...
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korbendallas:
Paranoid and relationships don't mix. Don't let him think you're desperate cause that can only lead to problems. He's telling you up front where he's at and that is scaring you into trying to rush things, which could potentially scare him off. Try to play it cool give him the time he needs you are better off letting him figure things out than being a couple and him realizing that he doesn't want to be with you anymore. Not saying that will be the case though, just let him figure things out. But don't let him test drive anything either, if you catch my drift.
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HAPPY DECEMBER 1ST, EVERYONE!

Even if you're not a believer in Christmas, it's still a very happy season!
I've been waiting for this all year, and it's finally come.
I love the Christmas season.
My heart just lights itself up and makes me smile all month long.
WEEE!
haha

'Santa's' mad that I didn't make a list yet >.<
But there's nothing I want!
Bleh,...
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korbendallas:
Happy December to you as well. My mom might cancel x-mas this year cause she can't find a proper tree. shocked
worldablaze:
I'm pretty stoked about it being December now myself. Don't really dig Christmas, but it is the end of the year and close to oppertunity to end the year well and start the next year fresh. And it's another month closer to coming "home" to the states. smile
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Hey there!

Man, it's been a while since I've been on here, ya know?!
I've missed everyone!
How've you all been?

I've been alright, just doing my own thing.
Trying to get my grades up, fix things with friends, etc etc.
I seem to be in a little bit of a slump, but not really...?
I can't explain it, lol.
I'm not having much luck...
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korbendallas:
Welcome back to the site lady, thought you'd gone for good. <3 Don't worry about the guy thing, you're a gorgeous girl, just give it time.
bakeryman:
Nice to see you back. Sorry about the guy thing. I have the same problem with the opposite myself.

New hair color??

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So much for trying to lose weight!

Damn birth control *shakes fist*. It made me gain a few pounds.
I'm at 154 right now.
I want to be down to at least 130.
Meh.

I are flamin' hot cheetos and ice cream today, too D:
But I'm sick.
I have no will power when I'm sick.

I'm having salad for dinner, though, so I ate...
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rsabatino:
hey dont let a few pounds get down sweethart just remember put a little protien in your salad little chickin or some steak. ok remember now dont get mad get gald llolololol blush
darkwest:
have you tried squeezing your fat back in from your breast lol Just joking ^_^ it going to be okay your gonna lost the lbs again keep up the work
DW<33
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I went to the emergency room today.
I was having severe chest pains, and my mom took me there.
They did x-rays and whatnot, and I guess I have some muscular-skeletal problem.
They put me on Naproxyn, but it's not working.
They also gave me a prescription for vicodin, but my mom won't let me take that.
-_-
So I don't know.

The rest of...
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darkwest:
That was kind of scary for a moment but it sounds like you need some vicodin and call it a day ^_^
DW <33
korbendallas:
Why won't she let you take the vicodin?
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darkwest:
Milady what happen so I can make you go smilesmilesmile
DW <3
zombie74:
are you ok? can i help you? kiss
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YAY!!!!!!!

I somehow managed to lose 2 lbs without doing anything at all!
Actually, I pigged out last night, so I'm not sure if my scale is being honest.
Either way, I'm psyched! It motivates me to work out and stuff. I loves it!

So, I was thinking about Christmas and what a want.
I'm pretty sure all I want is a lap top, gift...
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bakeryman:
Congrats on the 2 lbs. Although looking at your pics you don't look like you need to lose much. I've been going to the gym for 6 months and have lost 20 lbs so far.

9:30 in the morning is late compared to when I had to get up. I was at work at 3:30 this morning.

Hope you got some nice jewelry today.

Have a great week.

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darkwest:
Whooo your on your way to 3lbs. lol ^_^
DW <3
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Woo! I lost a pound biggrin lol
Technically, I shouldn't have weighed myself today and should've waited till Sunday, but I wanted to see where I was at.

I'm starting to feel like I'm never going to meet a new guy that's going to sweep me off my feet. I mean, I have the biggest crush on this one boy, but he's way too out of...
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darkwest:
It is better to tell someone you love your feelings or the feelings will built up and explode in a bad way no man or woman is never out of anyone's league because if they cared they are a keeper because they choose love over looks smile
DW <33
memorandom:
you may yet meet a guy who'll sweep you off your feet, don't these things usually happen when you've just given up on thinking about them?

that's the way it always happens with me. meeting someone, that is, not. . . being swept off my feet by guys. well, not yet at least confused
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I'm REALLY down on myself tonight.


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el_duderino2:
what co-incidence - i'm really UP on you - so you can have some of my you-esteem if you wish.
korbendallas:
Feel better lady. Why so down?