Today I woke up feeling great. It was a pretty nice day, the sun was shining. This afternoon I get an email that they are doing a 15% layoff at the company I work for. That is about 60 people who will not have jobs by the end of this week. As of yet there has been no indication as to whether my department or...
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Just a little update. I know I sounded mad and hateful before but really I am a happy person. I just needed to get it out so it wouldn't fester up inside of me. But now I am tired and must go to sleep. Have a great night everyone!
heatdude:
Boy did you let it out..And the chainsaw part would really hurt.. 
Now go make your day. 
Now go make your day. I finished my finals, YAY! That is a relief. Now I just get to wait and see how I did. Fingers are crossed for A's. Now I am getting ready for the next term which starts tomorrow. The only thing I really need to do is update my biography and read over what assignments are going to be due this week. No big deal, that...
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heatdude:
I have the same problem I rarely check my voice mail at work and at home I don't even answer the phone..
mrsted_stryker:
I dont HAVE voice mail. 
and isnt that the "theme" of last night? Practice makes perfect??
and isnt that the "theme" of last night? Practice makes perfect??
It has already been a busy week and it is only Tuesday. After two weeks off of school it is hard to go back. What makes it worse is it being finals week. I just spent the last two hours working on one of my finals and I need to take a break. I think if I pace myself and do a little every day...
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heatdude:
Good morning butrcup79. Have a good day.
pawko4b:
Yeah Life is going to be a fun ride in 09. Yay butrcup has a new pic. I like .
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mrsted_stryker:
I dont have to poop, I did that this morning thank you very much!
greendemon71:
I love the tat on your back !!!!
The past two days have been great. I feel great, I am happy, I am looking forward to the new year! 
Today I had another acupuncture treatment. It was great but I couldn't stay awake. I had planned to come home and work on my finals since they are due next week and I really need to get A's, but I am so wiped out...
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Today I had another acupuncture treatment. It was great but I couldn't stay awake. I had planned to come home and work on my finals since they are due next week and I really need to get A's, but I am so wiped out...
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aldremech:
You made me laugh. I like you
mrsted_stryker:
I THOUGHT you got some pics of that! lol Although I have to admit I hate pics like that because I always look stupid...but THAT one makes me so happy. Probably because you can SEE how happy I am there!
Thank you honey...you are so amazing!
Thank you honey...you are so amazing!
My photographer called me today. We are brainstorming on some set ideas. Too bad it is so complicated to do a set in a public place. For some reason people frown upon being naked in public. I have decided that I will talk on the phone with him anytime. I got some of the best compliments in my life in a 30 minute phone conversation....
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mrsted_stryker:
I am not so sure about dinner when AL gets here..he will be tired and said he kinda just wants to stay in. I totally understand that after driving 8-9 hours.
MAYBE Bitten and I would be interested in an early dinner and than drinks at me flat so you can meet AL...I would so love that!!
But honestly honey if you have parties to g to or better things to do I wouldnt blame ya at all!!! Trust me..I am used to going out for New Years...this is a new one for me!!
MAYBE Bitten and I would be interested in an early dinner and than drinks at me flat so you can meet AL...I would so love that!!
But honestly honey if you have parties to g to or better things to do I wouldnt blame ya at all!!! Trust me..I am used to going out for New Years...this is a new one for me!!
mrsted_stryker:
Happy New Years! 
Last night I was up all night thinking. This happens to me from time to time and it sucks. These are the moments when I question everything.
One of the main thoughts was about appreciation. Sometimes it sucks to constantly hear how great and fantastic someone else is. Even if I agree with the assessment, I don't really want to hear it all the time....
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One of the main thoughts was about appreciation. Sometimes it sucks to constantly hear how great and fantastic someone else is. Even if I agree with the assessment, I don't really want to hear it all the time....
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pawko4b:
I completely understand. Damn busted switches and people always talking up about people you never meet when you just wish for them to say that about you and not hear oh well thats great you told someone else that about me but how come I dont feel from you or hear you tell me these things and I have to feel like im not good enough when someone else is obviously so great by comparison. I am no ones infieror DONT MAKE ME FEEL LIKE THAT. Of course not directed towards you but you clearly can see why one would feel that way. Yeah you and me my dear need more positive comments sent our ways at times. so YOU ARE A WONDERFUL WOMAN and I really like being your friend *hug* .
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greendemon71:
You are SEXY !!!!!! 
sunflower122:
A beautiful New Mexician girl you are
This Christmas was very unusual. It did not feel like Christmas at all. A few weeks ago me and integra505 decided not to do presents. We wanted to have selfish Christmas since we both wanted motorcycles and all our gear. So there were no presents to open on Christmas morning. That is ok though. We still had a very good day and it was just...
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pawko4b:
I'm glad things are getting better and you are feeling good . Can't wait for a set from you, because you are a beautiful lovely woman.
. Can't wait for a set from you, because you are a beautiful lovely woman.
mrsted_stryker:
You are such a doll!!! I adore you hunny!!!
I will be ok.Its just a lot to take in..I am doing the same thing I was in the hospital...just doing it MYSELF...and ya know what? I am too stubborn to actually let ppl do it for me so this is actually perfect!
I am glad that someone said something nice...even if it was weird. You are right tho, sometimes its not HOW they say it but WHAT they say...and sometimes vice versa.
(((hugs)))
I will be ok.Its just a lot to take in..I am doing the same thing I was in the hospital...just doing it MYSELF...and ya know what? I am too stubborn to actually let ppl do it for me so this is actually perfect!
I am glad that someone said something nice...even if it was weird. You are right tho, sometimes its not HOW they say it but WHAT they say...and sometimes vice versa.
(((hugs)))
I am not a big fan of the holiday season. It just isn't as fun as it was when I was a kid. I hope that everyone else has a wonderful holiday.
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mrsted_stryker:
I thought of you both this morning.
My breakfast try consisted of a bowl of cereal, half a banana, coffee, and about 6 pieces of Bacon!!!!!!
I think I ordered it while you guys were here too!
My breakfast try consisted of a bowl of cereal, half a banana, coffee, and about 6 pieces of Bacon!!!!!!
I think I ordered it while you guys were here too!
niobe:
Thanks!
Sometimes things are said lightly and not with the intent to hurt. But sometimes it is those very things that sting the most. These are the things that make you step back and think about things. Are you doing something that is in line with your ultimate goal? You can spend your life taking things as they come and being content with the cards you...
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neopop:
Fishii was right about you. To be thoughtful of one's self is a requisite ability and results in a genuine concern for people, above acting in a manner that satisfies the outward appearance of humanity. It's very underrated today since it offers no material returns. luky has kept me aware of fishii's situation since I haven't been online much recently... trying to help a zotted member with hundreds of friends on here--only a few of which show any concern at all. He's alone and hopeless is impossible to ignore.
pawko4b:
Thanks for the reassuring words butrcup *hug*. You're a good friend.
I just wanted to stop by and say thanks for being there for Fishii while she's going through all of this. I wish more than anything that I could be there to give her a hug and tell her everything's gonna work out OK, so I feel much gratitude to see that you have been such an awesome friend to her