damn last few days have been rough as hell... trying to get all this wedding stuff done by wednesday or thursday... and then as busy as i've fuckin been, i get bitched out by my bf because i haven't been home half the weekend. WTF!!! aren't i doing all this shit for US? it's not like i'm out having a good time n partying... shit one day i was with his mom all fuckin' day... and today i was with my two brothers and one of their girlfriends all fuckin' day............ grrr! i got home late, so he's asleep... supposedly, i'm pretty sure he was up when i came in. well anyways, i expect an apology tomorrow... we're definately having a talk, i don't appreciate being talked to like that when i'm the only one trying to get stuff done. i've been doing wedding shit since march pretty much... and he kept putting stuff off, and now that it's down to the last week i'm going crazy... there's times i just wanted to call it off and just go get married and forget the whole show for everyone else bullshit. AHHHHHH! i love him, but it's really bullshit. sorry, i just gotta vent. and once i get on a topic that upsets me it's hard to stop, i can go on for a while... but i'll try to cut myself short... don't even know if i can just change subjects. think i'll just have to end this one and try to actually talk another day.
well by the time i write another blog it'll probably be after my wedding. wish me luck so i don't end up getting married in the insane asylum...
love
jenna
well by the time i write another blog it'll probably be after my wedding. wish me luck so i don't end up getting married in the insane asylum...
love
jenna
billytheseal:
good luck with the wedding. hope you all the best