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The days blur together.
The hours seem like minutes, and sometimes it seems a few minutes are an eternity...
What am I trying to achieve?
Slow death? Complete freedom? Hedonism?
I don't care any more, cause the last decade was shit. This one's gonna be fun or kill me. Nothing in between...
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casper:
mmm ulcers. fucking christ. every time my phone beeps at me, my heart leaps, or dives. more like heart murmur..... and yeah, this year is half over. fucking christ. again.
casper:
Whirlwind. Still.
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I'm fuckin pissed off.
Couldn't get any of my friends to rally around the Tool summer tour, coming right thru the Bay in San Fran, but everyone wants to go to Lamb of God instead, which ends up on the NEXT fucking DAY. What are the chances?? The tix for Tool went on sale this morning, and I had to wipe away a tear as...
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adrastea:
i dont know, but one finger is still burnt and open and the other two are no longer blistered but feel really effin weird.
mydogfarted:
Fuck Lamb of God. TOOL is amazing live.
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Goddamnit.
Why why why why whywhywhywhywhywhywhyyyyyy?????!!!!!
There was a -smokin- hot chica here at my buddy Dan's house, but HE ends up in bed with them both before the night is thru - now, they didn't do anything, but it's the principal of it all!!
Oh well, maybe I lost the battle, but I intend on winning the war wink

Be well,

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succor:
new blog?
succor:
Hey your music is awesome! I really like your song Effigy!
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Woohoo! Thank the Gods for Friday. It's finally here.

Going to a techno rave tonight.
Saturday I'm going to a huge birthday party.
Sunday going to the Cannabis & Hemp Expo 2010.

See you all on the other side!

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adrenalynn:
sounds pretty rad to me love
monna:
im not having as much fun as i want to but i guess that is gonna change soon tongue
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Update!
Everything's good in my neck of the woods.
Doctor visit went great, and I feel a helluvalot better now anyhow.
Need to quit the cancer sticks aka cigarettes soon or I'll pay for it in the future with my future.

Just writing that out helped a bit. I have a mid-years resolution to quit before I turn 31.

Keep well all.

Love,

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missshell:
glad to hear you feel better and that some rad things are happening for the band.

dare i ask what/who the show is with?
monna:
thanks i bet i will
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panda_pewp:
Thanks. smile
mercie:
all the money it takes is going to leave me broke, and that's what made my LAST two moves fail. being broke. I can't have this FAIL. it's my last chance. or I'm never going to have faith in love or anything ever again. it sounds dramatic, but I can't keep doing this. I NEED this.
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Today we took a long trip to go get my friend Brian's drum kit so that we could combine the existing set with the new one to make a kit with two bass drums, as opposed to one bass with a double bass pedal.
We named it Frankenstein, because it's 1/3 mine (all the cymbals), 1/3 Dan's (the blue Yamaha) and 1/3 Brian's (the purple...
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Left Flake County Thursday to go make a broad sweep of Mendo and Sonoma Counties to visit a bunch of family.
Had at least three of four stops to see my sister, niece & nephew, Uncle, cousin, my other cousin and her husband and some good friends.
The sucky part was when I got the 24hr flu on Saturday morning. Effed up all my plans...
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aconite:
Yuck to the flu... darn thing. Jealous that you get to do all of this awesome traveling about. Hope all is well.
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What day is it?
Oh yeah, Saturday.
Jesus H. Christ, it's been a long-ass week!
Partying non-stop. A little LSD, a little Salvia, a LOT of weed. Pills.
NO alcohol thank gods.
Big party tonight at my buddy Dan's house! Woohoo!
Music on Wednesday. That'll be killer with the new band.

Everyone stay chill,

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"FUCK THE WORLD. HAIL SATAN."
That about sums up how I feel right now.
Props to the Man for the quote - the infamous Phil Anselmo
And fuck all you trendy-ass clique kids on chat thinkin if you say hi to someone you don't know, you lose a level in coolness. Gimme a fucking break and grow the fuck up, you piece of shit self-centered...
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lainey:
Thank you so much for you love on "Coming Clean", it means a lotsmile
I love that this blog is semi-Philip Anselmo related<3
porphyria:
I really appreciated you leaving love on my new multi with drave "made you blush", thanks for the support <3