Since I fucked up and flopped by basically taking myself out and dying on my folk's floor, and ruined some friendships previous because of pain pills, and I was dope sick for at least 2 weeks straight, with all the worst of dope sick symptoms. I was not myself in any manner of speaking. My mind, psyche, and emotions were being altered by the addiction,...
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I went flat-line on the floor before the ambulance arrived. They pumped at my chest, shoved a breathing tube down my throat, stuck a catheter up my dick. Wheeled me to the ICU. Resuscitated and stomach pumped all the meds out of my gut. A plethora of tubes sticking into my arms, a myriad IV's. I come to with my entire family standing around me...
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alkaline:
No, I dont think its about being the BEST at anything. Just about being GOOD at SOMETHING, you know. I hang out with all these people that are photographers, artists, musicians, chefs, writers, etc. And I don't feel like I can turn to anything and be like, oh yeah, thats me. I'm just always trying things out to try to find my thing.
If Im gonna go down the spiral of depression, its gonna happen whether I'm being a perfectionist or not, lemme tell ya.
If Im gonna go down the spiral of depression, its gonna happen whether I'm being a perfectionist or not, lemme tell ya.
zebrah:
NO! because im broke but trust me if i had the money i would soooooo buy one! ive heard such good thing i want one soooooooo bad!!!!!! its nice to meet you as well hapy were friends =)
At the beginning of the month, I moved out of my old pad to a new house that's central to everything in town, with one of my best buds. This should work out great, cause he's easy as hell to get along with, and my money situation won't change much because we're sharing the house bills (I had my own pad before, but this one...
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caia:
Thank you 
joemfkool:
thanks for the friend request.
ps. that's a good jam.
ps. that's a good jam.
Tues at around 2pm my Dad fell off a ladder in his back yard cutting a tree limb, and fell maybe 10-12 ft and smacked his head real bad, and scratched up his arm, and his side a bit. But the main trauma was to his head. After being assessed once the paramedics arrived, they decided to helicopter him straight out to a bigger hospital...
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psyche:
Aw, honey... 
I'm so sorry about your dad. I really hope he is okay, love. <3
I'm so sorry about your dad. I really hope he is okay, love. <3
minks:
hope all is well with your dad, that is terrible :/
Trip to San Fran yesterday! I took a few pics along the way (tho I still felt like a tourist when I was taking them) lol
We hit North Beach (where our family is from), Chinatown, Haight/Ashbury, etc etc etc. Got some cool knives in Chinatown. Full switchblades. You just have to ask the right way, but those store owners are little hagglers, I'll tell...
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We hit North Beach (where our family is from), Chinatown, Haight/Ashbury, etc etc etc. Got some cool knives in Chinatown. Full switchblades. You just have to ask the right way, but those store owners are little hagglers, I'll tell...
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psyche:
Wow, you are soooooo fucking awesome to do something like that for me. Really truly, you are one down-ass dude. <3
luffy:
Yesss Things are going well, thank you! Super busy, but can't really complain! Hope you are doing well as well 
Ahhh what a nice set of pictures! looks like you had a lot of fun in San Fran
Ahhh what a nice set of pictures! looks like you had a lot of fun in San Fran
vlog to change it up a bit!
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serial:
dude... I seriously kick around those chickens for days... it's just funny...
_crystal_:
thanks 
Officially started DUI school. Three months of hell on Earth that I even get to pay for! What a classy situation.
Oh well, maybe I deserved it as a sort of wake-up call. I was partying a bit too hard and not really being as responsible as I could have been, sure... So maybe this was a way of life giving me a head's up...
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Oh well, maybe I deserved it as a sort of wake-up call. I was partying a bit too hard and not really being as responsible as I could have been, sure... So maybe this was a way of life giving me a head's up...
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Last couple of days have been hell for me. Ran out of meds, then have to wait til this afternoon before I can get one my most important meds. Been without for a week, and I think I'm going batty! Also been having some major problems with some of my good friends. There's always drama! I hate it. It wouldn't have to be there way...
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thanatogenous:
First order of business is getting my referral! PM me if you know any Doc's off hand...
luffy:
Thanks A bunch, my friend I will snowboard next time... or maybe ski first, but I just forgot how cold it can get!! I can't wait for spring! :/
I will snowboard next time... or maybe ski first, but I just forgot how cold it can get!! I can't wait for spring! :/ So there's no confusion. 
Would you like play a nice game of Chess?
Would you like play a nice game of Chess?
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casper:
haha! I like your honest comment.
luffy:
Thanks! and I try my best not to, but I'm defiantly learning
"It's been a hard day's night"
Yesterday/This morning was so damn fun, and I'm still recovering from it as I write this! Good friends, good drinks, good times! Damnit, I need to upgrade my dinosaur age phone that can actually TAKE and SEND pics to a computer! Wouldn't that be the latest and greatest things out there? Jeez, sometimes $ sux heh.
We went to...
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Yesterday/This morning was so damn fun, and I'm still recovering from it as I write this! Good friends, good drinks, good times!
Damnit, I need to upgrade my dinosaur age phone that can actually TAKE and SEND pics to a computer! Wouldn't that be the latest and greatest things out there? Jeez, sometimes $ sux heh.We went to...
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devith5044:
My cat does the same fucking thing...the louder the better.
I have some new ink in the development stages too...pentagrams included.
Make sure to post pictures when your done.
later brother~
I have some new ink in the development stages too...pentagrams included.
Make sure to post pictures when your done.
later brother~
serial:
you go to school for it?
destruction is the shit. I have it on one hand and a sword in the other. I switch between it and restoration quite a bit.