bluestreak

God I'm bored! Bored bored and fucking bored. No work, no money. Almost never even leave my room. I'm going absolutely stir fucking crazy. My mobile phone got nicked a month ago so I can't talk to anyone and none of my useless bastard mates have come round to see me - which is odd, normally I can't go out of communication for two days...
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you know, i was going to write a sorry little bit of my history here, but i've decided not to, because it's miserable.

instead i'm going to tell you all that it was st swithen's day today in england. folklore tells us that if it reains on SSD then it will rain for the next 39 days. it didn't rain. roll on the summer!

no comments eh? what do you motherfuckers want, blood?

*bleeds*

so anyway, i went to glastonbury and it rocked but i did a very silly thing. i wasn't paying attention to the time and i missed the dresden dolls. how thick am i. my favourite band in years, and i fucking miss them. twat. so here's the lyrics that made me fall in love with...
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i'm rubbish at sobriety. but then you knew that. anyway, glastonbury was a fucking blast. best festival in the country. a bit of rain don't stop me, and nor should it. full review on my blog at www.londoninflames.blogspot.com.

also hands up who likes puppies?

then check out my other blog, cos it's whippets galore... www.estherspups.blogspot.com

hope all is wonderful. i'm miserable and an unlovable alcoholic...
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saturday night, and here i am relaxing at home after a heavy night last night. feelinga bit odd, cos it was my first real drugs binge in nearly six months last night, and i don't know how i feel about it. i enjoyed myself, but i can feel myself slipping again. i don't want to go back in habitual use again, and glastonbury is going...
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i hate quiet weeks. i've had fuck all to do, so i've sat at home in my room practising on the decks, applying for jobs and feeling a little sorry for myself. i don't really trust myself to go out at the moment. addiction can get you down sometimes.

so in response to the question who am i wanting to see at glastonbury, i've decided to reproduce a huge chunk of the line up with the names of all the artists who catch my eye, from the ones i might watch if i'm passing through to the ones who i will see if it kills me. i'd just like to big up the people's...
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It's been a funny old week, and perhaps one that a while ago I would have had problems with. Had an appointment with the opthamologist on wednesday/ They've decided to put a cosmetic plate over my blind eye, which I'm surprisingly unconcerned about. Seems like a waste of time if you ask me, and I don't mind having mismatched eyes. But apparantly it'll stop any...
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had a quiet week this week, which has been ok, though a little dull. not much to report. visit my mum this weekend in the fens. its 200 miles and twenty years away from london. i'm so glad i didn't grow up in the country sometimes. so fucking boring!

so yeah, this is me. i've moved on and i'm movin' onup. instead of sleepng on a mat on the floor i've got me a big bed in a nice room. i got me a garden, and space to put me cds. i got me a week left in recovery before i'm allowed out int big world. i played my final gig at the shitty...
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hey everyone,

thanks for all the good wishes the last few days. i've found somewhere to live which seems really cool, but it doesn't have any internet connection yet. obviously i'll be changing that ASAP but i might be away from the boards for a week or two. don't forget me when i'm gone will you!

see you later, you wonderful beautiful people!

Huh, just when you think you've got things under control it all goes off again doesn't it?

On friday morning I woke up to find a note from my flatmate telling me to move out. I've known this guy for 8 years FFS.

It pisses me off that I've got to move, but I haven't been happy here really. I'm more worried because I don't...
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