Goddamn, I want a fucking drink. 
Can't drink though in AA.
Can't drink though in AA.
Well I quit drinking again. I was up to almost a liter a vodka a day. This time I went to the doctor and got some medication to help with the withdrawl, which made it a hell of alot easier. I am going to AA meetings which sucks, but what sucks even more is I can't drink any more.
lode_runner:
Hey, there's a drug called antabuse which basically makes you really really sick if you drink while you're on it. I don't know if you've got this in the US, but it's worth trying if you do. It kind of gives that added layer of incentive to resist drinking when you've got cravings.
It worked really well for my exgirlfriend, but she tended to drink to oblivion when she was manic rather than as a daily thing, so I don't know if it'd work for you.
Good luck with your quiting. All the best.
It worked really well for my exgirlfriend, but she tended to drink to oblivion when she was manic rather than as a daily thing, so I don't know if it'd work for you.
Good luck with your quiting. All the best.
lode_runner:
ps sorry that I've gone and stuck my nose in where it's probably not welcome. I should think more before I go talking about stuff like this with strangers, on their blogs. It's too personal. Sorry.
Well I'm not drinking nearly as much now...which means I'm not sleeping again. I fucking going on a few hours of sleep every day. It's not that I have to wake up early, I just can't sleep. I fucking hate this. 
ragdoll:
Thank you for the comment you left on my journal. It was seriously sweet of you but I really do have to go.
You can always catch a hold of me via MySpace the link is in my journal. I'll be more than happy to explain everything through there.
Take care and Stay Fabulous Darling.
xoxoxox
You can always catch a hold of me via MySpace the link is in my journal. I'll be more than happy to explain everything through there.
Take care and Stay Fabulous Darling.
xoxoxox
nosickophant:
Dude, I just read a comment you left on Scariest Horror Movies Ever in December. Did this happen about 10 years ago near Portage de Sioux? I was the one who rescued the guy that turned over! My girlfriend and I were following behind him when a deer darted across the road. It was foggy and he didn't have time to react. He slammed into the deer, which somehow limped back into the woods, and flipped his SUV about three times. The deer must be what mangled the bumper. When got him out and drove him to the hospital off of Main Street St. Charles. He was OK, but talking non-sensibly the whole way, probably from a concussion. That's insane man. We used to drive that road all the time when we first started dating. It's cool and spooky like you were saying.
I fuckin' hate my spanish class!! Why the hell do I need 3 semesters of spanish for a bachlors in psychology? 
bloodlust:
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