The Austin City Limits festival is this weekend and next. Unfortunately I won’t be there. A friend had a ticket for me. It would have been a very special night.

But things have changed over the past couple months. The friendship is over.

I could buy a ticket for myself, but I don’t want to see my old friend having fun with someone...
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Not too long ago I was really excited to be under the same moon as a friend of mine. Now it just reminds me of what I'm missing.

I love SG and really love the beautiful women. I wonder though: am I the only one that finds a smile more sexy than a pout?

So many of the sets on SG share the same thing, pouting faces. Don't get me wrong, I still think the women are sexy as hell, but I really love a fresh smile.

When I meet a woman...
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Ug.

Another night...another night. The evenings are always the hardest. I struggle to forget what has happened and not fixate on the future. I just can't be "present" lately. I had some pretty amazing hopes and dreams that all disappeared. Now I don't really have any hopes or dreams.

I know (intellectually) that things will get better. I just don't feel it.

meridah:
Things will get better... sending positive vibes your way <3
blocked:
Thank you.  They are very welcome!

The past few months have been pretty rough. Marriage ending, resigned my job, a special friend gave up on me. All of it has lead to a severe bout of depression. I've been seeking help, talking to friends, painting again. It's just not working out well. People keep telling me that it will get better, but I still don't seem to have...
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Just now getting around to talking about the Jonsi show in Austin. Really loved the music and the visuals. I think it definitely ranks in one of my top 10 shows.

But....

You knew there was going to be a but, didn't you...

The damn Austin Music Hall had the balcony closed. So everyone was standing on the main level and (being not the...
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