i've stopped getting drunk. thats the biggest thing thats happened this year. for the past how ever long i've just been lost and drunk and reading these few blogs i posted here just shows me how lost i was but i changed that some what. i at least have a goal again. a goal that i want to achieve which is the same goal i had when i was 14. make a living off of art. at the moment im in Florida which im starting to regret due to the heat and the bible people asking me to talk about jesus or im goin to hell. to which i always respond with do u have a moment to talk about my lord and savior darth vader and the dark side. goes over so well every time and yes i know im a giant douche for doing that but even sober im a dick. what can i say. anyways i've got my head out of my ass and starting to get it on straight and started getting back into doing what it was i set out to do all those years ago and found some new vices like star bucks. i mean who knew you could do so many things with coffee and all the flavors. i always thought it was coffee flavored coffee and that was the dick it, but star bucks brought me into the light they saved my coffee soul lol.
i really dont know why i write in this thing year after year. nobody reads these and i think i only have like 5 friends on this thing. think its a therapeutic thing maybe. well i shall spare you the reader of anymore of my ramblings and leave you with this. "shit doesn't just happen upon your foot. you have to step in it." -this guy