Hello ladies and gents. It is very painful for me to inform you that i just got my IUD and i am in so much pain its insane. I decided to get it because i'm 22 and although would love to have a child right now I have decided against it because my financial situation is horrible and i think it is unfair for me to have a child and have it go through life feeling like it had to work hard and not get an education.I have decided to wait 5 years and hopefully have accomplished enough to have a house so i can be able to raise my kid . Although I would rather give birth then deal with the pain i am in. Cause at least i get a reward from it. i feel like i just got kicked in the uterus. I told my boyfriend of 5 years that i hate him and i should have gotten pregnant cuz i feel like dying. I know that in a week i will feel amazing and maybe after a year or 2 i will have gotten completely used to it and hopefully i will finally be married. i love my baby, but jesus how long does a girl have to wait. I mean i know I'm insane, but thats why I stopped using the pill. It makes me semi-normal!
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