blackcoffeeblues

Its been a while, I wil be honest, I am in a little depression, nothing new , itys how I live my life up and down, There are many opinions about this type of personality. I have much experiance with this , some people call it manic , others call it self pity, My experiance is that it is a direct result of the behavior...
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I was a bad boy this weekend,thats all want to say about that.

listening to cash,the past few months i have been doing things that i havent done in a long time;thats all i have to say on that rite now, i might go to st. pats parade in southie sunday, been working a lot, i work with this guy he maybe 50
, but he is an old school guy, works his finger to the bone, he...
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i try not to judge, i dont listen to the first negative thought that comes into my head when i meet someone,and belive me i have them,so sit back try to understand them ,where they r at ,u knw give em a break.. no what? im geting sic of it , i want my fucin break, i am starting to think its just a bunch...
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just checkin in
work is fine bla bla bla, i have been slacking,i hooked up with an old friend we are gonna start working out together starting tomorrow it is so much better with a partner, i have been partying to much lately, i dont like being out of shape, not that i am , but i have been slacking at gym,i like excercising its...
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its been a while; things are ok i guess,got a lot on my mind,this girl i know ,i told we should hang out again, i didnt mean it, now she is calling , i dont want to even call her back,pretty shitty i know, i think i was just feeling lonely at the time,she will get over it, why dont i meet someone i actually...
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i am trying to stick with writing in my journal, work is fine. i cant belive i am 34 years old, what the fuc? what have i been doing, do i still think like a 16 year old? is 34 old? i remember not to long ago thinking it was .. i dont know.. still single, still into the same music, same activities, i was...
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i just got in from work, we are having another major snow storm here in boston, the winters are getting harder to deal with as i get older, was thinking about warm places tonight, things are ok, i, am getting tickets this week, going to the dominican republic with a dominican friend i work with, i know it will be a blast. Sometimes i dont...
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shit, i just updated my journal and forgot to save it, i was just writing that i need to be more responsible with money, i get paid pretty good and i am single, it shouldnt be so hard, i just have to try , i am gonna start hitting the gym harder been slacking, fuc the bullshit

shit, i just updated my journal and forgot to save it, i was just writing that i need to be more responsible with money, i get paid pretty good and i am single, it shouldnt be so hard, i just have to try , i am gonna start hitting the gym harder been slacking, fuc the bullshit

i ' just got in a while ago , stopped to have a drink with guys from work, they couldn't get in , no id. its near east boston, they are assholes that work thier, its a strip joint, i went in the girls were cool, i was pissed my friends did not get in, may be i shouldn't of went in?
i was just...
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i ' just got in a while ago , stopped to have a drink with guys from work, they couldn't get in , no id. its near east boston, they are assholes that work thier, its a strip joint, i went in the girls were cool, i was pissed my friends did not get in, may be i shouldn't of went in?
i was just...
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