beastmachine

Finding it hard to care about much anymore, kind of seems that everything is only a distraction from the truth of being alone and more to the point - unhappy. I don't know if it's unhappy so much as its the lack of happiness. I'm in a slump.

It's so hard to write to her or message her. Taking a break and giving things time is a slow killer.

Washington just gets better and better.

Another week down in Washington. Can't really complain at all. Everything has been going pretty good here. Even some of the negatives aren't enough to really get me out of a good mood. Been keeping busy, meeting people and hanging out. Borderlands 2 finally came out and have been playing that with a few friends. Another great game so far. So twisted and hilarious and...
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Pretty good weekend so far. Went to the range and shot a few different hand guns. Will probably go to an open range soon, so that we can shoot some rifles. I'm wanting to get a hand gun and a concealed weapon permit. I'm thinking either a Glock, Sig Saur or an H&K. I'm used to shooting a 9mm so I may go for something...
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Moved into my new place. Everything is coming together really well. New place is nice and spacious. EverythingIs pretty close by and work is only 20 minutes away. Its wierd to feel like an adult after living in the dorms for 15 months with no resposensibilities.

Spent some time with someone today who I had been wanting to see for a very long time. Someone who I thought I meant something to but turns out I'm not. Lots of things going through my head, will probably take a day or two to really wrap my head around everything.

Not even living in Washington a week. Have a car, new phone and should be moving into an apartment in a few days. Things are coming together pretty well. going to take the new ride for a drive up to see a few friends. Life is pretty damn good. Just need to meet some locals worth hanging out with.

Back in the states! Will be looking for a place to live in Tacoma.

All my stuff is getting packed up tomorrow and I will live out of a suitcase for who knows how long. In a week and 3 days I'll be back in the states and away from this hell hole of a country. Back to real civilization, a car, a real place to live, real food and real non desert queen women.

Spending most of the day organizing things I want take with me and things I want to live without for 3 months. Laundry, cleaning, packing up the 360, PS3, stereo, tv.... busy busy. Yay for Spotify!

Baltimore! I have a 12 hour lay over on the 31st of August. Anyone want to show a guy a good time... or where to get some good food and a beer?