Ben Kweller singing the Smashing Pumpkins Today... love this song so much... its a decent cover aswell... apparently Billy Corgan wrote it after attempting suicide.. and surviving
Ben Kweller singing the Smashing Pumpkins Today... love this song so much... its a decent cover aswell... apparently Billy Corgan wrote it after attempting suicide.. and surviving
psh... i have started dieting but not exercising yet.. i have a big weight problem im like 160 kgs so around 240 pounds...
I'm looking for work and even though im applying for the most basic positions im not really getting a look in. but i'll keep trying.. im not really qualified for much and i left school early due to poor mental health.. i...
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I'm looking for work and even though im applying for the most basic positions im not really getting a look in. but i'll keep trying.. im not really qualified for much and i left school early due to poor mental health.. i...
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heartbaker:
Good luck with everything
Good luck with everything
puffin:
yes, true that..
feeling abit better now im back on the drugs... that was a crappy little experiment.. but oh well..
liliumme:
You never know if you never try, I suppose? Hope you're feeling okay now.
hooeylewis:
That is my problem with sleep aids. They make it very hard for me to get up for the day.
FML... need to get back on the meds... intense fuckin depressive breakdown.. why the fuck do i have to have mental illness?
hooeylewis:
Sorry to hear that dude. i believe that everybody has some type of mental Illnes.
someone who will remain unnamed has set me a challenge no masturbation for a month.... and i took the challenge... its only day 1 and its messing with my head.. as i woke up this morning with a raging erection... i think theres is intense pain in my imeediate future..
asphalteyes:
yeah i didnt even last 3 DAYS... dayumn
liliumme:
Uh-oh. hehe
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hooeylewis:
Happy new year to you too. Had a great night. I am really starting to come out of my shell.
liliumme:
They look great! Happy New Year to you also. I got home around 3am, feeling rather jetlagged all day today. Was worth it. 
Hey all Merry Christmas to all who celebrate... happy holidays to those who dont...
detoxing from eeffexor atm... the withdrawals are not so bad... except the insomnia that sucks... had to take sleeping tablets last night but im concious of replacing one drug with another...
I hope you find the love of your life, the women or man who fills a passing need... i hope...
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detoxing from eeffexor atm... the withdrawals are not so bad... except the insomnia that sucks... had to take sleeping tablets last night but im concious of replacing one drug with another...
I hope you find the love of your life, the women or man who fills a passing need... i hope...
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hooeylewis:
Happy holidays to you too. i too am on effexor. Good luck with getting off of it.
mitska:
I hope you had a great holiday and have a happy new year!! 
Heyo...
not much to report still feeling good about things... christmas... is.. anoying..
not much to report still feeling good about things... christmas... is.. anoying..
Ok... so i am reading Eckhart Tolle's book 'A New Earth'. And it is doing wonders for me, I've always been avoiding this type of spiritual book, one because i had tendency to critisize Oprah, and two because i associated alot of new age spirtual thinking with my sense of loss of my mother. Which I've been associating with for a long time (shes not...
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cosmacosmic:
Reading this made me happy. I am glad you are doing okay. It's nice to feel good for a change.
puffin:
*hugs*
thanks mister!
thanks mister!
Yeah so whats news? I put some new pharmseuticals into my brain now, and they seem to helping alot... so now the chemical cocktail i take to help get me through daily life is Epillem (valproate) which is a mood stabiliser, Effexor XS a pretty common anti depressant, and Respiridone (Respiridal) the anti psychotic. Im not sure what that makes my diagnosis, we never seem...
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gelth:
I'm talking to my counseller about meds soon. The counselling really helps for the day, and the few after it, but the rest of the week I feel like ass, and if I miss a session things get rough. I've only got a certain number of sessions too, so I really need something to help me consistently, at least for now.
Hope all is well my friend x
Hope all is well my friend x
cosmacosmic:
Don't you think that there is something special about the smell of a book store?
*sigh* I love it.
Good luck with your new meds. I hope they are working for you.
*sigh* I love it.
Good luck with your new meds. I hope they are working for you.
How are you doing? I remember a while back you were pretty down... I haven't been online much and thought I'd better say hello!