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fifthstring:
that's a purty skurt wink
padre:
They're very much deserved
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josephadam01:
Beautiful is the only word that comes to mind
oracle:
very nice indeed
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I have felt so empty and cold lately. It seems that I just switch up from being frustrated to depressed. I do my best to keep a good face on, but in all reality, I'm fucking miserable a majority of the time.
I work, I hang out with a couple of people and then I do it again.
I seek attention from people to distract...
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padre:
I didn't know you were going through all this, or maybe I just wasn't paying attention. I'm sorry my friend, you need more friends you need more strength frown

Just keep trying, I commend you for all the changes you go through to be happy. You might stumble onto it eventually. I have a friends list that is slowly dying down

thebeliever:
The only thing I can say that may help, and I say it because I'm in a similar situation, is that it may help to find someone else/something else that you can help out. Getting out of your own head is a great thing when your head can be the problem. Honestly, anything from talking to people who need to be talked to, to helping out in organizations, anything that would get you thinking of someone else, will usually give you a shot of perspective and esteem. You just have to fight through the feeling of meaninglessness, 'cause it doesn't lead anywhere, and while you're feeling that, people are out there doing things and creating and having a life.

I don't know if that helps at all. I hate to see other people feel like this. My friend list in real life is pret-ty skimpy these days. I feel like I'm having to start over.

Oh yes, and anything or anyone who can make you laugh= golden.

(You may not want take advice from a ninja on a bike but what the hell.)
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jedyte:
Give me some winter please (summer here its terrible, belive me).
Cute outside pics. smile
padre:
Man it looks cold, but good
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Work this weekend was hella slow. And therefore, I am broke. Unhappy.

Heading to MA for a few days though in about an hour. I'm going to be taking some promo shots for my friends' band Widow Sunday. They've got an album coming out within the next couple of months and they need fresh pictures to help push.
I'm not looking forward to the drive,...
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padre:
You're fucking gorgeous young lady, I love your pics love
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Ah, Reagan has a new set!! I love her. And this set reminds me why she is my favorite. It is not because I think she has the best body out of anybody, but because she looks like she has so much fun. She is ridiculously cute and I adore her style.
If you haven't checked out her new set, do it, do it now....
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wander:
look forward to seeing your set
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padre:
Sorry bout the scabies, man that's rough
I have lots of jokes I can come up with, but you probably wouldn't like them. But hey, you're smoking hot so that's always good

Get better love
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mylatehope:
Looking great! love
ericdravyn:
Love it
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Someone, got me 3 months to come back! Thank you whoever you are! biggrin

I've kind of missed you guys and girls!

I have been quite a busy little lady. Started out the fall semester with 4 classes, ended with 1 and have decided to stop going to college until I can figure out something I'm actually interested in going for again.
I was going for...
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padre:
Haha, thank you & you're welcome.

I'm glad you're back, you were missed.
5050hindsight:
hey there... just saw your blog. That sucks about school but the same thing happened to me a few years ago. just take some time to figure out what YOU want, and go back when you are ready. It's much more enjoyable that way. (and I'll have to remember this advice myself when i start thinking about grad school... eek!)
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Well, I went to NC, but didn't get my brother's jeep...I found out once down there that it's registration was outdated and it needed to be jumped to start...and that was in addition to the already known about issue of the radiator being a bit screwy. So, I just took a vacation instead.
It was amazing. I got a new tattoo, just some script on...
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j0ker:
Hi, Im colton
whats up. smile
padre:
Bummer bout the jeep, hope you have a back up plan.

Hi, I'm Padre biggrin
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After 2-3 weeks of utter frustration, I'm finally registered for 4 classes.
-Psychosocial Rehabilitation
-Trauma, Abuse and Recovery
-College Algebra (I settled, because I wanted Statistics *grumble*)
-Developmental Psychology (which, I've taken before, but had too much personal stuff going on to complete and pass.)

Now, I'm just waiting on the money to pay for everything.


I just received the money from my brother for...
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padre:
Thanks for the well wishes, I hope you have fun on your trip get a tattoo. I like to see your tats ha ha

Oh your friend is smokin', wow shocked
spirit_bear:
Sounds like a hell of a semester. I always loved Psychology, though I must admit I hated stats (well all of math really) Though I did take a philosophy of math class that was interesting.
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Why is college shit always so frustrating?!
Registering for my Fall classes has been such a mess.
I signed up for 5. One was full and I can't put anything in its place or put the class anywhere else in my schedule. And then two of my classes have prerequisites that I have, but the school doesn't realize it because they lost my transcript from...
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padre:
Why thank you, I'm trying to get into English & Chem. Assuming I can make the first payment of $108