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I have been battling the want for change, I used to be such a pick and go kinda gal with no strings or worries. However, being settled for over a year now makes it feel tough to just pack up and go... For good. I worry about regret and consequences. Maybe it's called responsibilities and being an adult?

All I know is I'm getting anxious,...
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I am a simple girl with a simple mind. But, who am I to judge? And who are you to judge me? I say we quit with the shallow promises and skip right to the ''i do's''. You were never quite the talker, things can change. This place is different now, different for everyone. I'll take this sign as my doorway to change. Doorway to...
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Do you ever just walk around the city to enjoy the noises and smells? Leaving your cellphone at home so that you are unreachable, and you have only yourself to answer to. This morning, I woke up got in the car turned on the tunes and drove around feeling the warmth of the sunshine streaming in through the window.

Once you have a preconceived notion...
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I am seriously considering getting a shoot done and attempting to go Pink. I admire all the beautiful bodies and courage who have taken the step. What are peoples thoughts?

In other news, it's day lights savings!!!! And only 50 days till Christmas!! Who has seen snow already this year??

My schedule got screwed up at work today - however, I was pleasantly surprised when I found out it worked out in my benefit!

I ended up with every weekend off this month, including the day of our Christmas Gala and the day after meaning I can get chocolate milk wasted without having to drag my sorry ass into work the next day!! And then...
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First day back at the gym since Mexico, it feels great. Now if only I could get my butt back to Bikram. I can't believe it's already Wednesday, half way to the weekend.

I hope everyone has an amazing Hump Day!

Coming up on my last day off of 4 days, makes me a little sad and anxious to get back to work. I definitely feel as though I used my days off wisely:

To Do:
Bake Halloween Cupcakes
Cook a batch of chili
Bake fresh buns
Dinner Date
Movie (In Time)
Wash my truck
Do my Mexico Laundry
Watch the entire first season of Game...
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This week I really felt the presence of Old Man winter. Hes yawning and stretching his arms, getting ready for a long season ahead. I find it beautiful, and love the feeling. As the seasons change, I find that memories are brought back just as fast as new ones are formed. The holiday smells and sounds comfort me. Its funny we dream to live somewhere...
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It has seriously been forever. I would definitely classify a year as a very long time. It's amazing how life consumes us and takes us on different paths. We sometimes leave pieces of ourselves behind without realizing it.

However, I am back and trying to find myself again. I cannot wait for what lies ahead!

I'm having some difficulties finding a nice cocktail dress to wear to a wedding. I cannot find one that I like, and when I do find one it doesn't fit. Too loose in the waist and too tight in the bust area.

Any ladies have any good suggestions?

Finally accomplished getting my passport! Go me!

Now I shall relax in the hot tub tonight with the lovely bf and roomate!

When ever I'm alone with you, you make feel like i am whole again.