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Another weekend is here (woot!) but I am still dying for a real vacation!! (And a little somethin' somethin'....lol)

Had an awesome time last night with some pretty amazing people. BBQ, bonfire, dancing and skinny dipping. (Although, I passed on the latter without my babes there.) Nice way to start the weekend.

Today, thinking of a special someone whose world I'd like to turn upside...
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So, my heart is feeling full...full of hope. I feel like I'm overflowing with light and warmth. It may sound lame as fuck but I don't care.

I'm living this life and riding the wave wherever it may lead. I know what I like, what I want and I'm going for it. This includes my sexy ass man friend, my career and roller derby.

Make...
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Had an awesome Roller Derby Bout we won 151-124!! Everyone has been working so hard and its paid off! Rocked the after party with some leg wrestling...lol

"You Are The Moon"

Shadows all around you as you surface from the dark
Emerging from the gentle grip of night's unfolding arms
Darkness, darkness everywhere, do you feel all alone?
The subtle grace of gravity, the heavy...
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So tonight was another first for me...played my first Modern Warfare 2 game on XBox Live. It was awesome and I'm thankful my friends were patient enough to deal with my shitty skills or should I say lack of skills...lol Now that I'm on XBox Live I wouldn't play any other way.

I'm also partially in denial about feelings I have for a pretty amazing...
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So fucking bored tonight! I need something else to do besides Roller Derby!

Been reading some of my writings from over the last couple years and found some of them to be pretty spectacular and by that I mean depressing as hell...lol

Unfortunately, my writings actually do their job and transport the reader right into my personal hell. It's actually quite difficult to relive those emotions but it also makes me realize how strong I've become and actually...
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So, thinking I'm finally ready to bite the bullet, get off my ass and reclaim my life. I have been content with things in my life up until recently. I've spent far too long trying to forget the shit that happened almost two years ago and now it's time to move on.

I've pulled myself out of the hell that I was in and now...
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Just call me a romantic...

"One day, out of darkness, they shall meet, and read life's meaning in each other's eyes."

I don't "need" anyone but I sure like having someone around who enhances my already rockin' life. Someone who shares in the dirty deeds, fun and chaos that I create. Someone who accepts that I am just a perfectly imperfect me.

We shall see...

This weekend has been boring as hell!

I did however, have an awesome week! For now, I'll just say that I'm thankful for genuine people and that I'm hopeful.

Went back to Roller Derby practice although not on skates yet. Hopefully that will happen by the end of the week. I need to buy an ankle brace before getting back on skates just for extra...
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