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I've finally canceled Suicide Girls.
As of March 14th I will cease to exist on this site.

Its been a fun ride, and I've met a ton of awesome people...but the relationship is over. I hate to sound cliche...but its just not the same around here anymore. I feel old...and my interests have changed. I'll miss a few boards and the one or two people...
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twotoner:
SAY IT AIIN'T SOOOoooooOOO!

ARRR!!!
twotoner:
Hey, there's nothing wrong with liking to feel younger!

The whole blogging thing really holds no fascination for me. Seems to me as though the only reason to blog is so I don't forget what happened to me.

I'm hanging in there. Looking forward to a few days off here and there. This week I'm off Saturday, work Sunday, off Monday. Kinda bites. Luckily St. Paddy's falls on a Monday, so I'll be sure to turn it up Sunday and Monday.

And how have you been, darling?

ARRR!!!
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This fall has been horrendous. Simply a mess. Between moving and work, everything has been a giant headache filled blur.

Sorry I do apologize to anyone I have been out of touch with. We've been moved into our new place for about 3 weeks now and we are still living out of boxes and bags, that is exactly what our life has become. We are...
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twotoner:
Hey there...just checking in on you to see how things are.

Luckily with work being so busy, I've been able to not really think about things. It's the two days before Dec. 25 and the two days after that will be the tough part.

Friend of mine asked me the other day why I don't care for Christmas all that much. She called me "selfish" because I bring down the people around me who are in the holiday spirit.

Guess she doesn't get that Santa died for me in Sept.

Anyway, I'm trying to do the best I can. I was out drinking tonight, so I apologize for the downer of a message. I hope things are going better for you and that 2008 is a brighter year.

ARRR!!!
twotoner:
Hey there...There's an 80s night ar Raven Lounge this Friday I'm considering going to.

If you were to go, I'd probably know someone.

ARRR!!!
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quietlythere:
Sending you happy moving thoughts wink
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January 20, 1941 - October 25, 2005

My mom died two years ago today.

It feels like so much time has passed, like a whole lifetime, but it all feels so recent too.

I still cry most nights. I still can't look at her handwriting and I still start sobbing whenever I go into an AC Moore.

Its weird what memories I think about most....
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monsterbaby:
Happy Birthday, Lady!
I hope you are having a great day and had a good weekend.
maxi:
Happy GORD birthday sweetie! hope your doing well. Your 31 on the 31st how crazy is that!
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Since anything else I post about would be depressing..

A quick list of things I would like to accomplish in my 31st year of life (since it is fast approaching!)

- begin the process of going back to school. I'm looking at Temple since its close to my hood. My choice of major: history
- Own a pet. Ok, this could have happened already, but...
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quietlythere:
smile

I hope that you are able to accomplish, and succeed with this list smile
seaniefresh:
Hey you! I miss you guys. Give me a call soon!
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I'm sure at least one of you would like an update..

I'm getting over the tale-end of a cold. The ironic thing...I felt better yesterday then I do today.

I finally finished Bioshock. I'm bummed. It was really good. I don't want it to be over. Then story was fulfilling and I loved the graphics.

My thoughts on Maple Spiced Italian Soda.....it was better then...
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stewfnrocker:
it was nice seeing you and your husband at High on Fire!
Mono was sooooooooo darn good!
lemuria:
hmm pa day trip....what kind of thing are you looking to do? museums? outside stuff? fun night life? the poconos are always nice smile i hope your cold finally goes away. oh, and that fudge does sound good! kiss
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Lake Shore Drive
by the Innocence Mission

Regret has gone down in my estimation now.
The old world had you smiling out,
putting your arms around.
I tell myself now
things I would have told to you,
the smallest plan, the greatest news.
The more days come, the more it's true.

Right now I've got to get back home,
in from the sad day out....
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liu:
frown

my better energy and love to you

quietlythere:
frown
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Maybe if I post regularly I'll get so into the habit I won't let it drop off for months anymore.

Too bad I have very little to say right now. I'm so full of conversations and loud noises all day at work that the last thing I want to do when I'm at home is be communicative. (well, I'm constantly talking to Aaron, but he...
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stewfnrocker:
goodluck on house shopping!
That Iron and Wine record is damn good!
twotoner:
Hey there dear...Thanks for the post on the wall. It has been a really lousy week and I appreciate you being there for me.

This just sucks.

I like that Hayden CD...an ex burned it for me and it gets regular play.

ARRR!!!
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Mountain man beards are sexy

I'm being completely serious when I speak of my deep love of the mountain man beard. The thicker and wilder the better. Add in a slight gut and I'm smitten.

Sam Bean of Iron and Wine is a perfect example of hot beardness.

But then, I also want to live on a farm and raise alpacas one day, so maybe...
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nyssa:
I haven't been able to find the dark chocolate peanut m&ms....

I've been knitting up a storm lately, some gifts for people that I can't mention cause they may read them... And I just made my first felted bowl, which I'm pretty proud of.

I have a pair of socks waiting at the heel turn because I was taking a sock class and she left spaces in the pattern to customize the socks depending on size and I have no idea what the missing number of sts is in order to try to turn the heel on my own. frown

Best of luck on the house hunting!!
quietlythere:
I was about ready to write you to see how things are going since I haven't heard from you in awhile.

Sorry to hear that things are nutty.

I hope you two are able to find a new place. As soon as this one project starts at work I'm out of here (this house).

Ha it takes the Eagles wearing some god awful jerseys to win biggrin
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I left work two hours early because I felt like I was run over by a bus. I think I have a huge sinus infection. And, its in my eye too.

I woke up with my eye stuck to my pillow case. If that's not a disgusting way to wake up, I don't know what is.

Ew.

I'm seeing a doctor tomorrow....

After washing my...
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jena:
Like I'm a perpetual teenager or something

That's funny--I had described myself to a relative recently by saying I am "perpetually uncomfortable." Universally awkward or something. Do you feel that way? Or were you implying youth? Like I always feel like Welcome to the Dollhouse. But evolving into the 30's. I feel safer. I know how to do everything wrong. The challenge, which I find getting easier, is seeing how much easier it is to take different ways out. Wheras before it was all trials of errors. Does it make sense? Time tells I suppose.

The journey is perpetually strange, no?



I hope you are doing well, you deserve it.
jena:
I feel like life is this perpetual high school that you can't escape from.

I definitely feel this way minimum once a week. I recently had an all out war with my boss at work-he tried to fire me, turns out just because he had hired too many people and didn't know how to correct this. So he figured he'd just bump someone off & I fought him to the teeth. I don't want to say too much to jinx this---I'm NOT fired but I had to fight this asshole. Anyway long story short, one of his "reasons" for wanting to fire me was "nobody likes you." And I was like, you know even if that could be true (it certainly isn't), what kind of high school deja vu is it when someone thinks this is a rational response to anything? I don't know why that comes to mind as a relation, but on some days it feels like no one is ready to recover from the uncomfortableness of high school, etc and they take it everywhere.

I hope that wasn't train wrecking too bad. Life is crazy...such a constant battle of steering straight. I think ultimately the bottom line of everything, the best advice is to maintain a game face. That's it.

Lots of rambling. So how's your eye?

My vision is totally 20/20. I just love glasses so much I totally wear them. With no just cause outside fashion. eeek Thank you for the compliment! There's some sort of mysterious librarian I cannot resist.
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When it rains..
..it fucking pours.

I've been meaning to write something more substantial, since I've actually done things. But work has been throwing me for a loop. I feel so run down and worn thin. I'll be happy when everything levels out, but man, I can't imagine keeping my sanity til then.

And if all of that wasn't enough I seem to be having...
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quietlythere:
Any word on how that job prospect is looking???
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I planned on a new blog full of things and stuff. But I've been sidetracked. I have many things to do this week.

I accidentally stumbled upon my dream job...its far away and I know I only have a slight chance of landing it, but i plan on trying anyway. i think its worth moving my husband and everything I own across land.

I'll keep...
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illstabyou:
It was great to FINALLY get to meet you guys yesterday. We have to do it again sometime. Seriously, you both have no choice. As soon as I get to Philly you're the first ones I'm looking up.

But yes ...

It looks like we just got out like, you know, a mosh pit, never mind we were standing in the middle of a sidewalk in front of an ice cream stand.

grimjack:
Ben text messaged me that you were in Brooklyn. Good show, I take it?

I've messaged you something like a dozen times on myspace. Not enough time to send something back?