I want to run away but I have no where to go. My problems trail behind and I am grasped within its shadow.
Why is it so dark to be so depressed, to be consumed in lies and wonder what is left.
Ha! I laugh what I've done, only a fool would ruin.
Its a fool's mistakes that earn a lifetime of great achievements.
No, never again I'm convinced. Always trying to escape its confrontation that requires courage.
Make it right thats what I know but when will I do it? today tomorrow? Each day wasted away is another mistake.
Today is now this is here forget your pathetic attempts to milk life for what its worth
Disregard the ego boost as your pride says "Look at what you've done, how clever you are"
Ignore the self loathing as you weep yourself to sleep and beg for more
What a child you are
How you've wasted what was given, How you've taken without deserving.
What have I done today nothing more than waste away, consume with all my heart and beg for more the pathetic American mess.
How atrocious to be convinced we are not getting what we deserve. Well I will inform that I have been given more than what I was worth. When Im laying in the street cursing as I see a world I've rejected facing my inner fears it consumes me with paranoia and I wonder why is there life.
Why is it my life. Look at them so pathetic this self loathing bleeding into others realities its assault you know.
To hate like this
Poor me, I cryyyyyy oh I cry haha but its this tragedy I've decided was meant for me to
Forget everything slither away into the life of success and have it collapse with nothing left I will stare as a zealot to the god of life.
"I will return more than what I have taken" as the honest thief says but I'm not an honest thief.
Honesty my true test of worth, can I admit I fucked shit up? can I tell you I was wrong?
Why is it so dark to be so depressed, to be consumed in lies and wonder what is left.
Ha! I laugh what I've done, only a fool would ruin.
Its a fool's mistakes that earn a lifetime of great achievements.
No, never again I'm convinced. Always trying to escape its confrontation that requires courage.
Make it right thats what I know but when will I do it? today tomorrow? Each day wasted away is another mistake.
Today is now this is here forget your pathetic attempts to milk life for what its worth
Disregard the ego boost as your pride says "Look at what you've done, how clever you are"
Ignore the self loathing as you weep yourself to sleep and beg for more
What a child you are
How you've wasted what was given, How you've taken without deserving.
What have I done today nothing more than waste away, consume with all my heart and beg for more the pathetic American mess.
How atrocious to be convinced we are not getting what we deserve. Well I will inform that I have been given more than what I was worth. When Im laying in the street cursing as I see a world I've rejected facing my inner fears it consumes me with paranoia and I wonder why is there life.
Why is it my life. Look at them so pathetic this self loathing bleeding into others realities its assault you know.
To hate like this
Poor me, I cryyyyyy oh I cry haha but its this tragedy I've decided was meant for me to
Forget everything slither away into the life of success and have it collapse with nothing left I will stare as a zealot to the god of life.
"I will return more than what I have taken" as the honest thief says but I'm not an honest thief.
Honesty my true test of worth, can I admit I fucked shit up? can I tell you I was wrong?