antihero43

I TELL YOU I CANT CONTAIN MY INSIDES!!!!! I feel like i cant breath and then i realize its because im holding my breath! THIS IS NOT PHILOSOPHY! It is the beautiful effects of psychedelics! Im sitting on my chair, in my super super soft loving hoodie that i got for christmas, not wanting to step off. I wish there was someone here to be...
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Alright i guesssss its time for an update lol. Well as of midnight saturday morning, i am out of the Navy. I love being in the military, but the navy and i had our disagreements and we parted ways. I feel like i got the better end of the deal thought, all they got from me was some blood and small amount of cheap labor....
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I have been gone for way too long. Well not too far gone, i still have been lurking in the shadows, staring at all you beautiful naked women.
Im a fuck up, plain and simple. I fuck up my money by getting too drunk too often. I fuck up my relationships by closing my self off emotionally when i feel like im getting to close....
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OK so lets see if it will work today. Its monday, which means its a school night. Im a night student in the US Navy, its kinda shitty. Pretty much all i do is go to school, go to the gym, and sleep. I guess i cant complain too much except im training in a field that i have no interest in. Sure it will...
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so retarded, i tried posting a blog, and it didnt go through and then it all got lost. Maybe ill type it all again later, for now this is a place holder.

HAHAHAHAHA IM BACK!!!!! Well i have internet atleast. Not all the time, but most days. Hopefully ill get put into a barraks soon that has internet in the rooms, but for now i have to go to common areas on base. Im here for school, and i might be here for a long time from what i hear. Not a bad location to be though,...
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5 more full days including today since its only 11:18 am. But i guess technically the days is nearly half over, so 4.5 days left? Its weird knowing that after the 23rd, the only time ill sleep in my own bed again will be on the random visits home. I have lived away from home before but still within the state and only for college....
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6 The number of shifts i have left at the job i kinda hate but have been thankful to have.
15 The number of nights left sleeping in my own bed.
16 The number of days left until I move on to a new way of life, a new beginning.
9 The number of weeks in Basic Training
2 Approximate number of years ill be...
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MARCH 23RD!!!!!!!! I SHIP OUT MARCH 23RD!!!!!!! I have actually known this since monday morning, but really havent felt like posting anything. There is soo much to think about now that i have my date. I have to cancel my NETFLIX i have to cancel my gym membership, i have to set up direct deposit for bills that still need to be payed. Im still...
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Princess Mononoke on the big screen tonight!!!!!! I have to get there sooo early to get my ticket and get a seat! I CANT FREAKING WAIT!!! So i put in my intention of rolling up my ship date today in a different rate. For any non military speaking people, i put in for a job transfer that will get me shipped to recruit training sooner....
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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
You know that AHHHHH feeling when you are done with a long and somewhat demanding day at work, but you did a great job and you got recognized for it. Yea thats part of my AHHHH.
You know that AHHHHH when your done with a long, hard, but rewarding work out session where you met your goals and your proud of yourself. Thats part...
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I dont feel like doing ANYTHING today. I got about 10 or so hours of sleep, the most sleep i have had in one sitting in over a month. I dont think thats the main reason im soo lazy today, i think the main reason is i just got done with a 6 day work week and i have another 6 days to go starting...
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