angelxrotten

so i woke up this morning and i felt terrible.
I must not have slept very well becaue i was really tired.

it's raining today. I suppose it doesn't matter, I didn't have any plans or anything. I could use a little bit of the bright and cheery though.
I think its time for some brunch

now playing: Dismantle Me The Distillers, Coral Fang.

I need new. I need change.

S H A P E S H I F T E R

must become the next version of myself and I'm having a hard time forcing this transition.

E V O L V E R

In my life i drift from one state to the next and in some eventuality I...
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baby things are never what they seem.
each of us is alone with our own demons.
in a prison of guilt
frozen by fear they whisper.
ignorance and hate.
no one asked us to be perfect.
no one demanded an answer.
understanding isn't required for respect.
hesitation kills more men than rash impulse.
let go and live your life.

what does it matter how hardened...
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now playing: Buried Alive By Love H.I.M., Love Metal

BLACK AND WHITE
you know my bitch about black and white photography?
This isn't directed at anyone, the B&W sets I've sen here have for the most part been pretty good.

My complaint about people who use black and white photography to achieve a certain look is that their photography isn't really that good to begin...
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Now Playing: What We Came Here For Damone, Out Here All Night

"I'm not someone you ignore ..."

Well i have to say today wasn't all bad. You know those repetative Mastercard commercials? you know...
dozen eggs, $1.49, Vegatable oil $2.99, Betty Crocker Cake Mix $4.99 .... baking a cake and eating it all yourself, PRICELESS!

i had a priceless moment today.

My kiddo and...
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now playing: Dressed In Decay CKY, An Answer Can Be Found

CRAP! Buffy The Vapire Slayer is now available on iTunes!
so, not a HUGE deal because I own all of it on DVD but still.

Firefly is also available. That kicks ass.

work blew chunks today. I'm getting pretty tired of people not doing their job. I haven't set the best example lately but...
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Now Playing Pavlov's Bell Aimee Mann, Lost In Space

Well this has been a shit week. Boss has been on vacation and I fell like the store has been totally out of control.

I'm reall frustrated by the "way things are", both personally and professionally. I really need that vacation. In reality, even though i can probably afford it i won't actually go anywhere fantastic....
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now playing: Take Me Away Avril Lavigne, Under My Skin
I Hate trying to choose between to competing products.
I got a free copy of Microsoft Money 2006 and I like using financial software to track my income, expenses, and investments. Seemed like a windfall to get this software for free. But then there is Quicken ... I use Turbotax (Also from Intuit, the...
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Now Playing: We Go Hard DMX, Grand Champ

Spell Check is out to lunch

Listen. I've been waiting and watching. I see things for what they really are. I see the world around me and I know it is a lie.

I could give a rat's ass about politics or religion. Both are for the weak. Both are fo fools.

Don't misunderstand. I didn't say...
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METAL MONTH CONTINUES!
now playing: Are You Dead yet? Children of Bodom, Are you Dead yet?

I know, I'm lame. You know what? i don't so much care because I 'm able to find some limited amount of joy in my day. Some people are miserable all the time.

I had a completely shitty day at work today. I'm tired of interviewing people, and then...
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THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS ADD or ADHD.
this pisses me off so bad.
Syndromes and disorders. CRAP. its a load of CRAP.

You know that ADD is only a "disorder" because some group of people said its a "disorder"

Lies and Bullshit. Let's cut to the chase.

A "Disorder" describes a symptom, or collectection of symptomatic behaviors. period. It does not describe any...
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